caprice wrote:Montana wrote:Thinking back I remember how tough 14 was for me. Had my first boyfriend who was my first love and when he dumped me for some other chick I never thought I'd get over it. Well, I didn't only get over it, for years after that I would just nod my head when I saw him because I couldn't figure out what I ever saw in him. I also remember being very depressed when I was your age and thought I'd always be miserable, but suddenly without me even noticing it, I just snapped out of it.
If your parents are abusing you, then that's not good and you should talk to someone about it.
Your comments about the boyfriend remind me of a scene in "Romy and Michelle's High School Reunion". (A REAL hoot of a movie btw!) Janeane Garofalo plays one character who had pined all her life for this one high school boy. She goes to the reunion expecting to see her long lost love. When he finally shows, her comment is "that's ???, what the hell was I thinking!" (Can't remember the guy's name, hence ???) That sort of sums it all up! *L*
I saw that movie and loved it. Yup, this first love of mine was one you never forget and I don't mean that in a good way. I remember I ran into him one day years later. As we were talking I had this huge smile on my face as he was trying to tell me something serious. He stoped in the middle of his sentence and asked me what I was smiling about. I told him the truth and said "I'm wondering what it is I ever saw in you. You ripped my heart out and I'm just trying to figure out why one aspect of my heart every had any feeling at all for you." He then said "thanks a lot" and I said "no thanks needed, it's the very least I could do", which is when I started laughing. Every time I saw him after that I just smiled and nodded my head. Drove him nuts,
and it's not for sale! 
believe it or not i was more nervous when i got my ears pierced then my tongue. it's not that bad cuz the clamp makes ur tongue go numb and stuff. but it hits you after. i got a tongue tickler in right now, it's sorta annoying but oh well. ... of course.. it can tickle more then your tongue 
