I just can't believe that. I asked admins to delete my threads, because of one azzhat started to invade my privacy and they did that!! Wow! HUGE thumb up for admin team! Thank you very much!!!
I don't know, ever since I started this topic I am paying more attention to my alcoholism. Frankly, I do not feel a single bit of shame I have my reasons and I do so much sports/healthy way of life that I could endure triple dosage
But that is not a point.
I must say, ever since I cut off on consumption I feel better. Yep, that is true. Partially because my cardio is improving, but also probably because of higher testosterone levels. So far I found myself isolated from women (again) which does not lead me to silly thoughts
Yesterday I practiced some dancing poses alone and shirtless. I must say, I did like what I saw in mirror. Maybe in a few months, when I return to group trainings I will have smt. to present to the audience
For some reason men in dancing clubs don't like me. I don't know why. Interesting is, I don't like a lot of people in gym classes (muay thai). Maybe both groups have the same reason - we are douches to each other. If that is true, I do most of that unintentionally. Probably people in a gym too.
The job market is ****. I am still jobless. I learned so much yet nobody seems to care. Last time I was explaining for 1 hour in the interview why I am changing career in my thirties. This is just sad. Maybe I should look for different types of companies.