Romeo I am learning to let go, it is just taking time.
Found Soul hopefully it will be less than 5 years. Thanks for the Happy
Birthday to her and the info on the bunny. I have only seen wild bunnies during the day where I live.I've never that I know of had a bunny live in my back yard till now.
I bought some flowers and took them to my sister's grave today.At first I didn't want to go but after some urging from her husband, I did go and it went well.No tears, just lots of memories and that made me smile.
@trying2learn,
Way to go Monica proud of you..
AND, now you know wabbits
Well that rabbit is in my back yard right now and is sleeping!!! Why is it sleeping??
@trying2learn,
Quote: Well that rabbit is in my back yard right now and is sleeping!!! Why is it sleeping??
'cause rabbits sleep- helps 'em to get hopping in the morning.
@FOUND SOUL,
Why are you proud? I'm not.
@trying2learn,
Quote:No tears, just lots of memories and that made me smile.
Quite simple live in the present not the past........You wrote it.
@FOUND SOUL,
It isn't that simple. I lost my whole family.
@FOUND SOUL,
Well I suck because I did cry a couple of days ago. I still don't know how to live life without her. Maybe I will never know??
@trying2learn,
Look. We all lose people/ animals/ what we love in life, if you can't cope then you don't believe they exist in your heart/ mind/ soul anywhere ever to hear you. Go with memories. Go with the knowledge that anyone who had so much love will "try" to watch over you. AND be there.
@FOUND SOUL,
I wish I could believe that.
@FOUND SOUL,
I know we all die and I am not scared of that. I didn't ask to be born, it wasn't a choice. I just wish I never existed.
@trying2learn,
trying2learn wrote:
I know we all die and I am not scared of that. I didn't ask to be born, it wasn't a choice. I just wish I never existed.
Please explain again how it is that when you have excellent health coverage you are mentally such a mess.....do you not go to doctors? Do you not take your meds?