I don't know what to do

What? I didn't bash a2k. The members are another thing. I see the # of members on line. They must ask themselves why not more?

I can see it so why can't they?

everyone views life from their own portal.

some are scary, some are cool.

some are just weird.

very few can see life from another's point of view and do it right...

You are right. I just don't get why they can't see the big picture. The reason there are so few active members.

If I see it, then anyone can.

there were never enough people around here who were willing to practice the golden rule, or maybe it was that those who were not drowned out those who would, in any case the problem here is a deficit of tolerance for diversity of ideas. this is one of the most important failings of America at large right now, too many take lack of agreement as a justification for violence, as the need to launch a culture war.

Did it cross your mind that I don't trust any of you?

I thought long and hard about why I come to this site. There is nothing for me to gain in coming here. I just wanted the site to succeed.

What I see are problems and solutions. Good luck in your future endeavors.

Great I have a dog in my house and it isn't my dog. Thanks sis, otherwise I would not have been kind enough to watch this dog.

Night sister and I will always love you. I can't and won't come back. The memories are too painful. Willy is gone and I am so sorry. I held him as he died. I did the best I could.

I had to come back and face the pain. The memories should make me smile. I really am lost without you! I look in the mirror and see you. People keep telling me how I look like you and I don't say anything. I miss you so much.

TTL. I like you, but you love to wallow. You seem to have no perspective, love to wallow. And then again, love to wallow in grief. And love to wallow in grief some more. Years go by, more wallowing.

Stop already. Your sister would be fine with your stopping this. Break away from this.

It would be ok by her if you stopped wallowing.

It does her no service. Let her be.

lot of good that will do, we seem to be dealing with someone who has a psychiatric diagnosis.

osso I respect you

My sister dying is personal and I have to deal with it all by myself.

That is what is so very wrong. Hagn and think about it.

i see no other conclusion to follow from the fact that you have fantastic medical insurance combined with how you behave.

You can just stfu!! Go away. This is a real personal thread to me and I don't need or want your opinion.

Hello, ttl.

I yammered at you, and I don't take it back as I still agree with myself, but I'm sorry if I hurt you with my opinion.

A lot of us in the world, including us online, have worlds of incredible grief. Spirals of grief. I posted to try to get you to move on, still caring about your sister, but not swamped by grief. I hope you get there.

osso
You did not hurt me. I will get there eventually. I have good days and still bad ones.

I hope whoever thumbs a troubled person down repetitively gets barrels of sticky juice on their tires and
1) escapes similar problems for him or herself over the next decades
2) manages to read some books or listen to some people

People seem to take her as crazy. I discount that, as I think she is sharp but with challenges. I think she is brave in her speaking up. I also think she is wrong on stuff.

But I don't get the hostility.

I know she had/has been after Craven/Robert. Me, I like him greatly, but that is not his interest. That sounds snotty, not what I mean.

Time, just take whatever amount of time you need. There's no set amount of time for getting through the sorrow, sadness and pain of a loss. Neither does it truly ever depart entirely; however, it usually gets easier.