@trying2learn,
Perhaps your sub-conscious thoughts are "I'll be ok by the 5th year", perhaps that should be a goal?
Happy birthday to your sister for today.. sweet.
Rabbits live in underground burrows, they are used to the darkness, they come out dusk and dawn to find food .. Do you leave anything for it? They love plants, though some can be dangerous for them to eat. Mine was called Jet, he was black, somewhere amongst First Word is a picture of him.. Kinda cut he was... Groomed himself too much and got a fur ball stuck in his stomach.. Rabbits fear predators so as such, he neglected to tell me until too late. We tried..
I don't think that there is anything wrong with asking your Sister for advice, in my opinion only the body goes not the soul... Says Found Soul
I am sure the little lovey is happy now and out of pain...