@dyslexia,
Repressing memories in my opinion, are memories that aren't meant to come out yet. I believe they eventually will. But your brain is protecting you from shock. Many have PTSD and go the other way. The F***er did this, this and this, I can't remember the rest. I am ok with not knowing. What I do know sent me to a therapists office for many years dealing with PTSD and depression. I am doing great with all of that now. I am fine with not remembering everything. HE was a POS and my mind is fine with not remembering anymore. I have dealt with enough, and now I can enjoy the rest of my life. It isn't perfect, but it is soooo much better now. Peace.