visited the field where the ashes are to be placed. fine. Came home and had an arguement with brother in law.
Now smoking and drinking too much!
My son was ill last night and this morning - throwing up - god how can I be strong when I feel sh*t.
The paper work keeps coming and I keep trying to answer but am not doing a good job. Yep I am a failure all round!
Ok maybe need more time but time and people don't seem to wait!
Will keep plugging on
Black Tulip