Quote:In her mind, there's nothing wrong with it because there's nothing going on between the two of them.
No, this is what she wants you to believe.
Have you ever thought about just showing up at the isolated place she chooses to meet Bill at....the bar, or the place where she tans, or even a last minute thought of going to lunch with the two of them?
See what kinda reception or response you'd get out of that?
I've read all the post, she's a grown women who knows full well what she's doing, and is manipulating the situation using her past history as justification for her actions and her ignorance of your feelings.
The text messages and the journal even as absent minded as they both (her and Bill) tried to present themselves was her way of trying to provoke you enough to give her reason to cry on Bill's shoulder. Seriously, if she was trying to prove you as distrusting, all she had to write in her journal was..."Couldn't leave well enough alone, could ya?" You'd got the point she was trying to make as she put it. Too much thought in those journal entries.....
I wish you the best of luck, but your going to have to get to the bottom of this to find the peace of mind your looking for.
And one more thing: When your gut is telling you something, you need to listen to it.....it's usually right.