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Dear Diary

 
 
jackie
 
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Reply Mon 7 Mar, 2005 07:59 pm
Please answer Mapleleaf- if you can, How are you???
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msolga
 
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Reply Tue 8 Mar, 2005 01:13 am
nimh wrote:
07.03.05... because I know, from bitter experience, that I don't have the strength to do both at the same time - I don't stand in my feet strongly enough - can't hold her and rise.


Oh, I know what you're talking about here, nimh!
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nimh
 
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Reply Thu 10 Mar, 2005 07:04 pm
Today I took the day off, mostly because I had two appointments at the, eh, LIMH this week and I didnt want to just turn up after noon at my work two days in a row - better just take up a free day, use it to do something else as well.

Of course, I heard last night that the appointment was cancelled ... no matter. Instead, as I took a sleeping pill last night and it worked, I woke up only after noon. Got off to a slow start, went down to the Bakery to check if they found back the Hungarian Quarterly issue I forgot there last weekend - I'm so pissed at losing it, it was very pretty and you cant get it here - but they hadnt. On to City Hall where I picked up a second box of Green Left leaflets. I had volunteered to distribute some, house-to-house, did 400 after my work on Tuesday and enjoyed it a fair bit. Something to do with your hands after a day at the office, out in the clear chill, doing street after street and picking up random observations from the scene. The leaflets inform the people over in Lombok about the aldermen's plans to build an escalation of new high-traffic speedways into downtown, and what the party is trying to do against it, using the argument of EU-established air quality norms. (The GL is the second-largest party in this city, with 16% of the vote).

I find leafletting one of the most relaxing things to do. Its got something meditative about it, the automatic, repetitive act, while in the meantime pondering the various things in people's windows, the odd glimpse of lives. So I volunteered for another 500, and went to do those today.

I really, really like Lombok - tried to get an apartment there when I was looking for one, but there's no way to get in - for rented apartments in Lombok waitinglists are long. Which in some way is still surprising, since it's still something of a problem-neighbourhood, low wages, high concentration of foreigners, above-average crime. One of the few annoying things about the place is that if you dont have cash money on hand, you have to walk back almost all the way to the station - after the xth robbery, they closed the post office (and adjoining ATMs) there. But the upside is a vibrant shopping street with shops from around the world; residents who are proud to be from Lombok; and an increasing influx of thirty-somethings who've long discovered it as the trendy place to live.

One thing you get to pick up on while leafletting is the mood or vibe of a street, and how totally varying it can be from street to street. In Lombok, it changes a notch every other street, from the station outwards. In the Damstraat, the numbers come without names, curtains are closed, doors themselves blank slabs of wood. The odd Moroccan shop, some boarded-up houses. In one house, I saw three or four beds cramped into a room, young folks hanging about, make-shift cloths as curtains.

Just two or three streets up, the houses come with the names of who lives there, kitschy sculptures of cats or birds start filling the windowsills, inside you see glimpses of either dark-brown cupboards and tables with little carpets on top, an old man or woman watching TV in a comfy chair; or white cupboards with fake-golden handles, and a blonde woman in her fourties at the table. A few streets further again, houses with the same kind of interior come with flowerpots outside the and fancily adorned nameplates, while you also start seeing ever more houses with bookcases, a reproduction of art on the wall, intruders' eyes shielded off with a panel of untransparent glass inscribed with a poem rather than a crocheted white under-curtain. Light there is tastefully dimmed and the couple sits at the table reading the paper. By the time you reach the far end of the neighbourhood, you come upon the new restaurant "Peper" with the newly ubiquitous "street food / finger food".

Fascinating. Reassuring is that it's not as desegregated as all that; it's a continuum, not a interchange of individual blocks. In the street after the Damstraat, an upwardly mobile young person stepped brashly out of his new car and politely refused the leaflet I was about to throw in his letterbox; at the far end of the neighbourhood I glimpsed a set of Hindustani teenage girls lounging about watching TV on a rather makeshift but cosy-looking sofa.

Get to know your city, part 12. Sucker for it. In the meantime, it's another clear day today and by the time I get out there the sun is out: passers-by feel up the avocados on the grocery stalls, bicyclists criss-cross past unloading vans, young girls gab and scream in a sidestreet. Kids play outside in the side streets! You hardly see kids playing outside downtown.

I take a break in Museumcafe Lombok, which I think started out as some idealist arty/multicultural venue, dunno if it still is - but its beautiful, in any case. Established in an old De Gruyter grocery store, it retains its gorgeous tile tableaus up on the walls, scenes from colonial Java and the like; its a very pretty cafe. Now filled with Turkish men smoking, shaking hands and chatting (later a Dutch couple or two mixes in); on the walls, a photo expo of houseboats.

Crossing over the narrow canal into the next neighbourhood, the mood changes again. I dont have to leaflet the newly built yuppie apartments on the grounds where there used to be ... what?, some canal-side industriousness?, luckily. The apartments in the streets behind are small but cosy, some of the houses set back so they have a small stone porch of sorts. Other blocks have the front doors of half the apartments up steep stairs on the first floor, like where my aunt used to live in The Hague. All pretty annoying for leafletting, but likeable. Saw several posters saying "No demolition!" though, so God knows how long they'll still be there. Here, the residents are mostly elderly, with fitting interiors, cramped full with bric-a-brac or in the shade of oak wall units. I've put my MP3-player in my pocket; I like the sound of the city. Cars and people and children in Lombok; here, you can hear birds too.

I still have too few leaflets to finish my streets, so I wrap up and walk back down into town. Stop at a Surinamese joint to have fried chicken with fried rice with shrimp - none too good. Llike the coarse and very Utrechtish accent of the hindustani guy serving tho, when he boisterously greets a friend who's acting all braggodocio. And I finish reading Enzensberger's Brief Summer of Anarchy, after all.

Crossing underneath the railway, past a stony yard with nets around and above it where a dad plays soccer with his two sons, it's dark already, I stop again at the Give-away-shop on the Vredenburg. It's less busy now, just two or three regulars, a woman who's somewhat confused but cheerful, a headscarved lady and two teenagers. I leave a pair of trousers - good trousers, Diesel, but when I tried them on this morning I again had to face that they've simply shrunk a little and thus look odd on me and that's why I never wear them anymore - better just bring 'em away. In return I find two books to take: some election journal thing from 1972, and a 1962 issue of Survey, Journal of Soviet and East European Studies. Who leaves that stuff there, LOL?

The "shop against senseless money" is collecting signatures though; the building is going to be sold on and the new owner is to get it sans occupants - so the squatters are threatened with eviction. They're proposing to instead move out as soon as the new owner is actually going to do something with the property, put in a shop or apartments - could be months or more, sometimes they buy it just for speculation, to sell it through. I signed, what more can I do? What they do is beautiful ...

At the Bijenkorf, I buy birillozzi mandorla - Italian cookies, great stuff - and amble on home. Put the Joe Strummer / Calexico mix that somehow took me forever to get on the blasted player this morning back on. "I'm gonna do everything silver and gold / and I got to hurry up before I grow too old". Yee-haw, he whispers.
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ossobuco
 
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Reply Thu 10 Mar, 2005 09:39 pm
Good day you described, nimh.
I haven't canvassed much, but some, and also enjoyed it, for the same reasons you describe.

Am dealing with asthma this last week. I have had it low level for years and plan to keep it low level, but this week has burgeoned as a rite of spring with my dog's hairs and a lot of pollen in the air and I am forced to deal with this.

Three days I am mostly fine, three 2 a.m.'s where I consider calling a cab to go to urgent care. I tire of anxiety and just go to sleep, am more or less fine in the a.m. in time to go to work. I have a friend's inhaler, have had it a couple of years now, hardly ever need to use it. I think it is close to empty. Got a prescription of my own, haven't filled it, don't know quite where it is. I should call a pharmacy to call md. Tomorrow, Friday, I'll do that, at least get the prescription ordered. Lame, I know.

But during the day, I'm fine. Sun is out here in fogland, and it brings a glimpse of renewal you can't get in Los Angeles, land of not cold winters with random Santa Ana conditions, hot winds and 90 degree temps in January. I saw a woman wearing shorts today in my northern town. People wear shorts here the second it gets over 60 degrees, a plea to the sky for more sun.

Finished base sheet for a landscape we're designing, and started to fool around with what to do to fix things. The house is a builder house scrabbled together from some list of walls and windows, missing sense. Good people on sweet land though.

Draw, draw, no answer, how could they do that? The house interior stepdown completely fouls up the already demented front patio so that one wing opens 18" lower than the next. They should lurch downward out of the house to avoid having the steps go in front of the side wing's glass doors?
Clearly we'll have to landscape the patio area here and here, and make the patio further out.

Why is there no design training for builders? We have people who ask us about design training, and what can we say, go to the university? There is a big gap in basic design between going to Harvard for summer architecture courses and cramming for a contractor's licence. A whole world of thought has gone in to places that have worked over time, but mostly people learn or don't on their own.

Maybe in a decade or two I'll do a design course. Frowning, too much work...
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Diane
 
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Reply Sun 13 Mar, 2005 05:23 pm
Oh my goodnes, I found this thread again! Mapleleaf, please come back and tell us how you're doing.

Nimh, sometimes I think Dys goes through that with me, except not so bad. I was once diagnosed with biplor disorder, but that turned out to be incorrect, thankfully. Still, the turns and nightmares I sometimes have make me realize what a sweet man he is--and how patient.

Osso, yes! Design in so many areas could make a world of difference. Have you given thought to doing one of those night courses? I would love to take something like that.
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ossobuco
 
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Reply Sun 13 Mar, 2005 05:47 pm
Nemmee, no night courses. As a student taking them, I could hardly settle down to sleep right afterwards, and I'd always have to be up early the next a.m. to go to my day job. As a potential teacher, I am still loathe do work at night, it throws my mornings out of whack, and besides, I don't drive at night.

The ugly truth is I am truly tired of having to be somewhere at exact hours and want a break from it. Lessee, it's 48 years now.... and I'm getting crabbier about it.
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Diane
 
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Reply Sun 13 Mar, 2005 05:52 pm
Osso, oh yeah, I do understand not wanting a schedule anymore and I forgot about your night blindness. Not a good idea at all.
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Diane
 
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Reply Sun 13 Mar, 2005 05:53 pm
Also, I forgot to ask how you are feeling now. Has the asthma lessened?
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ossobuco
 
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Reply Sun 13 Mar, 2005 05:58 pm
Yes. Dum dodo's borrowed inhaler turned out to be quite obsolete, so now I have a new one. So far so good. It turns out my asthma is called mild and reactive.. thus I get it after colds and with cold, as in cold foggy conditions; eminently controllable, smiling.
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ossobuco
 
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Reply Sun 13 Mar, 2005 06:04 pm
I forgot to add some great news - we sold an expensive painting at the gallery yesterday; this is good for many reasons. It is my favorite of the artist's extensive work. It means the painting stays in this area, and it is particularly typical of the landscape around here, which will make both the painter and us happy, and most immediate, it really helps pay our accumulated business bills.
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urs53
 
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Reply Sun 13 Mar, 2005 06:17 pm
Dear Diary,

a lot of things happened these last few weeks. The changes in my job and everything around that really got to me more than I thought. I know I should be glad to get rid of my boss but the way he handled the situation... well... But now I have a one week vacation and that should help to clear my head and get ready for a new start.

Last night I was out for dinner with a friend. We had a very nice evening talking about many things - but not the problems in her marriage. Talking to her husband today I think I should really help her in this situation. Will do that when we are back from Sweden... I feel very sorry for them and think she needs somebody to talk to. Difficult times...

But now it's time to go to bed...
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Mapleleaf
 
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Reply Wed 16 Mar, 2005 12:23 pm
Thank-you all. Husk, I can be reached at [email protected], which, by the way is a reliable second or third Email address.

You are good people. Sometimes, I believe my A2K friends are more in tune with Mapleleaf as a person.

We still have no definitive date or time-of-year when the dialysis will cease. My output (urine) is good. The plastic (?) tubes which carries the blood to and fro are now coming out of my chest. Which means the general public will not know that I do dialysis. Also, They are more efficient and probably won't have to be replaced. I now drive...up to an hour.

At times like this, one feels validated as to the decades of paid insurance premiums. A vascular surgeon put in the tubes. Same day surgery...The cost was $9000. The state insurance staff had negoiated the cost down to about $6000. Wow! My other surgery and 17 days in the hospital are approaching $100,000. I was acute for a week or more, but one has to wonder about situations far worst than mine. Mind boggling.
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Letty
 
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Reply Wed 16 Mar, 2005 12:29 pm
Ah, that's great news, Mapleleaf.
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husker
 
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Reply Wed 16 Mar, 2005 07:49 pm
Hey Maple! Mind Boggling I know - I'm still getting bills from my hospitalization in July and the November stuff comes in daily almost. There should be limits on this excuse me - CRAP!!

But I'm still thankful for insurance and getting better. You can expect an email soon.
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Mapleleaf
 
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Reply Wed 23 Mar, 2005 02:13 pm
DEAR DIARY,

Dear Pitter,

Are you still out there? Just wondering and hoping you are OK.

I now do most of what I could prior to my stay in the hospital. My dialysis numbers are normal. My energy level is not up to par.

The rest of you, If you have time, please bring us up-to-date on your life and doings.
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ehBeth
 
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Reply Wed 23 Mar, 2005 02:57 pm
Dear Diary: it sure is good to see Mapleleaf posting again.
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Mapleleaf
 
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Reply Wed 23 Mar, 2005 08:12 pm
Thanks ehBeth Very Happy

My brain is a little slow...can I assume that the eh in your name is a reference to your life in Canada?
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ehBeth
 
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Reply Wed 23 Mar, 2005 08:14 pm
Yes it is, Mapleleaf.
I'm still as canajun as can be.

Very Happy
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Pitter
 
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Reply Thu 24 Mar, 2005 10:11 am
Hi Mapleleaf thanks for thinking of me. Yes I'm fine. Just brought my wife into the states for a three week visit. Immigration in Houston wasn't happy since she hasn't been back for a year. Said it's the last time she comes in on her temporary residents visa unless she LIVES here. Oh well hope she enjoys her last US visit since it would be impossible for her as a Colombian with out a lot of her own financial resources to get a tourist visa. What's up with you?
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Mapleleaf
 
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Reply Thu 24 Mar, 2005 10:45 pm
Pit,
You probably are aware of my extented hospital stay and assignment to a dialysis unit. It was my first stay in the last 59 years. For me, it was interesting. However, after not sleeping for almost a week, it was exhausting.

Received a call this week, informing me that my dialysis numbers are almost normal. They're thinking about dropping my three day a week assignment to one day a week. Neat!!!
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