@Arella Mae,
Hey Arella Mae, I was searching on the internet and found this site and your comments about your husband. I so am going through the same thing, and feel I am going out of my mind. I have been married to my husband for over 30 years, and I knew things were not the way they should be, but chalked it up to "not everything is always perfect" and "I should try harder to set the tone for our marriage" etc etc. Anyway, my heart goes out to you. I know there is hope, I just don't know which way to turn right now. My husband is a business man, and he can be so charming and seem so genuine. At those times, I want to believe it is real. However, often times in our home, it is a different story. He complains often about our money situation (which we are doing fine), and is moody, sarcastic and insulting to me--not always, but often. I feel so bad about myself when I am around him during these times, I leave to be with my friends and stay longer than I need to, so I can feel normal about myself. I am basically an upbeat person, and love to socialize with others. He does as well, but only on his terms. If he doesn't plan the event, he makes sure he is sarcastic, insulting and puts in plenty of put downs before and during the event I am planning. It is very stressful, and sad really. I have basically just let him do the planning to keep peace. My family was here over the weekend. He completely took over the conversation and spoke of himself, and put down others. It was embarassing to me. He gave me dirty looks if I said much (and believe me I am no push over) and just generally made the weekend miserable. I feel like planning future family events without him completely. We could all have such a better time. I don't want to hurt him, but I am tired of being such an easy target for him. I want to dodge the bullet. Any comments?