oy.
someone shoot me.
Here it is , my 3rd week into this marathon thing and i am in pain
I want to quit,
Every single part of my body hurts. No ALOT of pain, but just enough to bugger the hell outta me most of the day and hamper my comfort in my normal day to day activities.
I want to quit. i want to quit....
but I cant.
i cant loose weight sitting on my ass. I have tried, and ya know what ? It doesnt work.
I have altered my diet. Almost to thepoint of micro analizing every spec before I put it NEAR my lips.
I can tell you exactly what i ate and what was in it.
In general i feel great. I have had my period with out severe cramping, bloating, mood swings.. >sigh<
Holy cow.. that in itself is incentive right there.
I feel great all day. I have more energy, i eat diffrently.... I walk diffrently.. My skin looks diffrent.
But jezzee.. im so tired. My legs hurt. My back hurts, my calves hurt, my head hurts. My chest hurts, i feel dizzy sometimes..
all the while , i am sitting down during the day on a level endorphine high.. im squirming like a 5 year old because my body hurts.
I went walking this morning, only completeing 2 miles instead of 4. Im just too tired.
Maybe I am just having a bit of natural depression from all of the endorphines? But i do feel like just giving up on this excersize business and boosting Ben and Jerrys stock price for a few months...