shewolfnm wrote:it is 6 months of training. Once a week endurance test, 3-4 days of endurance practice at home.
Me, the mister and MIL are all in it. :-)
We are starting in the walking class first.
Mr wolf wants to jog and maybe MIL as well.
Im going to stay in the walking class.. but my 6 month goal is to loose this 40 lbs. FINISH that damn marathon wether or not I am CRAWLING over the finish line, and walk on my own every other day for about 3 miles.
So, today , is day one.
1 mile = 20 minutes for me.
Shewolf - HOW are you able to walk in this weather? The heat doesn't bother you?
Yeah, I mainly want to go with having my clothes fit better too.
I think I'll weigh myself once in a while, but I'd rather go by how I look.
Actually I feel really odd talking about this.....I have this mind set I'm smaller than I am, until I look in the mirror. Kinda a reverse anorexia
Both of my parents were quite large and inactive, I'm amazed they both lived as long as they did. My oldest sister is just as huge.
Since teenage years, I knew I didn't want that.....so I've stayed active.
I don't have any competitive spirit, and know absolutely nothing about sports. So I was more of the bike riding, long walks, weight lifting type.
I always belonged to a gym since college graduation.
I was hot stuff during my 20's let me tell ya.
I'm only 5'3" and from 16 to 30 my weight stayed from 110 to 120, much of it muscle.
I was at the low end of that of that when I married my 1st husband when I was 30. When we were married a year, he pointed out to me I was getting pretty big - didn't like the way my ass jiggled (yeah right), when I weighed myself, I was a HUGE 119

I actually let that bastard make me think I was heavy.
Anyway - moving forward, when I married Kirk, I was around 135, and you know what, I looked fine.
I don't think I'll ever see that again......I would like to just get under that 150 mark, where you can use the next section down on a medical scale.
Now I'm 46, and with a whole bunch of stuff I won't get into here, I've spent a lot of time looking out after others, and not myself.
I have a hard time typing this, but I'm actually up to 180 now. AAAAAAAA!!!!
I still have a lot of muscle, so it looks like less, maybe 160.
At 150 I'll look like what I am inside.........healthy looking but not preoccupied with my looks.
I let my last gym membership lapse in Dec. since we're remodeling the house with a workout area.
That part took longer than I thought, and I didn't get my elliptical machine in there until about 2-3 months ago.
I love excerising on it, I guess I've just let myself go...... really bad.......
When I stopped going to the gym, my blood pressure went up. I got on medication, but we're still working on that.
Well, I've thouroughly depressed myself now.
On top of that, I'm pre-menapausal. This is the 2nd time in a year I have missed a period. One step closer to the grave.
I don't care if I loose a pound a month, but I'm feeling kind of low, I think some of it is the menstrual part, just fill yucky.