On the edge and toppling off....

Iz, your e-mail link is on my other PC! so can not e -mail ! you know mine so mail me and I will reply!!!! Ok memory is really cr*p! No worries will mail tomorrow X

Ha - you better remember what you said tonite gal!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

R is in meltdown and the police have been called. The flat is destroyed.

He had his last formal warning on July 30th.

Who knows what is happening. No-one is answering the phone.

And so it continues...

here

police have been stood down...

he's very angry, but ...... maybe he'll be alright.... i don't know... lots of "things" smashed.... plates, curtain pole etc...

will have to wait and see



thanks JPB

Brought some Earl G. to work.

Think I'll go make some...

Gives you a hug, Izz. I'm gonna sit down here, too.

Wishing - hoping - trusting - prayers ....

Thoughts and prayers friend.

I've spoken to the House.

It's all just a matter of time. R will do what he is going to do. They will just wait too. They realise they aren't helping him - they say there is nothing they can do. We didn't place him in care for them to say that. It's the way it is. It doesn't change.

He has an "educational" review tomorrow - the professionals meet. They asked if I was going to attend. He hasn't been "educated" since he was 11. They won't listen.

Am I going?

No. They told us when he turns 16 we have no say - but we never did. Our thoughts and feelings are of no consequence. I have nothing left to say to them.


My door is always open to R. I'm his Mom, I'll always be his Mom by blood. Other than that.... I'm nothing.

Thanks all - I need to go and pick up the little fella.

No balance... none.

Big Hugs, hun.

(((( Izzie ))))

(((((( Izzie ))))))

((( Izz ))) I love you

(((Izzie))) - thinking U sweety. so very sorry.

I don't blame you for not going, Izzie. There would be no point.

I wish I knew what to say. All I can do is be here. (((HUGS)))

Talk when you feel like it.

Take care X

Your heart and mind and door. They're open. That's everything a mother can offer.

((((((( Iz and her lads )))))))

Oh, Iz-, I'm so sorry. Here for you friend with a big HUG wishing could do more.

Thanku folks. I'm done.





Dev...... you k? How are you?

It is not your fault. You know that.
Mental illness is a tough, tough illness.
It is not your fault Izzie.

(((Iz))) I'm with Alex, but you know it's not your fault.
Me? I'm ok-ish. I'm not sure. Feel like I'm going through some sort of 'breaking down' period before I ramp up to this counseling thing. For one thing I've got a lot of stuff (too much - oy!) to finish up, and I'm still dealing with memory issues. I think it will be a longer while than I had hoped to prepare for my "calling". I'm trying just to get stuff done and to be patient with myself - the latter is the hardest to do! Not in a 'comfortable' spot, but trying to move forward as best I can. And try to be some semblance of functional to my family!