No Missy - sweet girl... don't try to imagine - I would never wish anyone to understand or imagine.
It's been a rough day - he's struggling a lot - birthday's have always been difficult for him.
He once said if he hadn't been born our lives would have been perfect. He will never comprehend how loved he is - by all of his family. But I can understand why he feels "not loved"
It's been 5 years since the self harming started. September 8th, just after he started secondary school was one of the worst days of our life. Since then, most days have been a struggle for him.
They are in the past - and I've just got to keep believing that one day he will find some peace within himself. If he could only do "rational" ... well, he can't.
I keep thinking of what Noddy has said to me in the past. I wish I had her PM's right now to read back.
I just got a call from Tulip.
Life is starting a new chapter as of 5 minutes ago.
Forward..... it's the only way. Looks like we may be starting a book together.