yeah EB Girl - me too...body is failing me miserably right now...
the positive is...I don't feel like I'm toppling off right now.
Just tired - have to get the little fella up early in the morning as he is going out for the day.
Know I won't sleep if I go up - took my potion - but brain is still in gear.
Oh Dev - no, this is because his best friend (only proper friend here and that's not always) left on holiday thismorning. R spent the nite at his on Thurs nite and all day yesterday - then B left today for a week. That's enough to tip him over the edge. It's like he loses his lifeline - the person he is currently attached too. He just needed a reason to "lose it" - only way he can get the emotion out. Can't talk like we do or express it like we do - it's as if his brain overloads and then fires - something fires off in his head - a look, a word, a touch - the catalyst can be anything ... was expecting something when B left - but not at my parents house. He's burned his bridges there - my Dad won't allow him back, my ex-hub won't allow him to stay at his- I'm the only one who will allow him with the family now - and I'm the one he won't come to. Well, you can hardly call us a family. We're all just broken. It's me and the little fella and half a dozen phone calls with family... that's it.
So therefore... he now has nowhere to go. He know it now... when he goes back tonite... that's it. He's gonna be there a pretty long time now. Its all just crap really, and I'm writing a load of pants - 2.24 am and talking to the world coz I don't have anyone I trust in my real life to listen. Oh poor you guys - how crap for you.
Thanku for being here - know you understand.
Can't stop thinking about Brooke...I hope she's alright. I hope they all got through the day... love her... just .... hope she's k.
And Noddy - so worried for our Noddy - thank goodness she is coming out of hospital. Pleased about that. Hope they smother her with TLC.
And Tulip - she has gone to Paris with the kids and her sister - she was meant to be going with her hubby,,,they had visited there before and promised they would take the kids...she's fulfilling the promise. It's her birthday today - she is one amazing gal - she has me a little concerned at times, but I pester good - and she talk thens. I wish you all knew her - she's really incredible. A little haphazard right now - but taking good stept forward. She will get there. She really will.
I so shouldnt type ater my potion - I do talk a load of drivel.
Stoopid cow....what a load of twaddle.