On the edge and toppling off....

Oh... Charlie will be out til late afternoon today - we'll have the day together tomorrow and then she has to go back. We just needed to be here in the house together one more time - this place means so much to them - the girls have grown up here with the boys.

We are so "together". She feels what I feel and hurts as I do - it makes it hard for her. It's very hard for the kids to be without R too - but when he's not here - there is much laughter with them. It's kinda sad really, if you see what I mean. Oh that doesnt really make sense does it?

No matter. It's great to have her here and no doubt we'll talk the nite away - gonna see if Tulip will come over too - she's just been amazing dealing with her stuff - she doesn't feel amazing - but she really is. She met Charlie yesterday - I think we could maybe get a large pot and do hubble bubble toil and trouble....stick in some gin, littla bit of tonic , ice and a slice - and have ourselves a little dance round the cauldron.

We'll see. Charlie's cooking a big family dinner tonite - I think we will laugh.

Tired here. Very tired. Trying.

Yes, it makes sense.

It doesn't matter that neither you nor tulip is standing upright at the moment. Two walls leaning against each other can prevent both from falling flat. Add a back brace (charlie) and there's enough support to keep things stable.

I hope you can sneak a nap or two into your day.

hugs!

Izzie--

This story might help. Manhood isn't easy.

http://www.nytimes.com/2008/03/31/us/31war.html?pagewanted=1&_r=1&th&emc=th

"Becoming as a little child" means re-learning to live for the moment to gather strength for the future. That's what the kids are doing. They love "R"--but they don't suffer for him.

Hold your dominion.

Izzie

Hope you have a good nite's sleep tonight. Take care!

Hey folks

Loooook ------------------------------->

Thats me.

All is fine. Am with Charlie and the kids are good.

No word about R. Pysch didn't call me. Sort it tomorrow.

Anyone there?

I'm here.

Have some fun tonite, and relax....

RH

Izzie--

Close to my bedtime, but I can listen for a bit.

Silence can be golden.

Hey

Nice to see you all. Thanku for everything - last nite - and all the time.

It's been a bit of a strange day today - not quite knowing what to do with myself - waiting for phonecalls that don't come through. Just been sitting a lot and trying not to think. It kinda comes back unconciously tho. I'm not feeling too bleugh anymore - like last nite - I just feel as tho it's all just going to be the way it is. I guess I did get a little annoyed today - with the system - listening to people spout about how the system works. Well, it doesn't. I didn't. It hasn't. It just doesn't. I can't change that - I just have to accept it. It is infuriating tho.

It's been great having the children here - they just haven't stopped laughing and being "kids". They are so funny. Charlie and I grew up together, our parents were best friends (mom's nursed together in London), and our children consider themselves brothers and sisters. It's so great to see. Charlie and I just know everything about one another. Our souls are the same. We are polar opposites in many ways in the professional field - but we meet in the middle with all other aspects. We talk about so many things - when we're both in the same room and the kids ask us something, or my mom says something - we answer the same words at the same time - we "echo" each other. It's fab.

We are taking the children to the new ChezIzzie tomorrow. The girls are so excited. It's nice - really lovely - they are so much part of our life.

I'm in a rambling mode.... maybe I will write it all down - maybe I should just listen to some music. It's 1.30am. I should be tired. I'm not tired now.

Feeling more peace. I think that must be a good thing.

You post tunes, I'll follow...

Feeling good vibes.

RH

checking in

here too

Hey

Nearly 4pm..... SUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCH a lovely day...

smiling big....

Loads to say but need to lie down for a while and rest. Been out and about. Had a little stumble on my ankle....

BUT

OH- WHAT A GREAT DAY SO FAR!!!!!!!!

Just wanted to let you all know.

makes me happy to hear Izzie!
((((Izzie))))

Izzie

Happy to hear you're doing great.

Checking in.

Hey Izzie!

mmmmmmmm hello
good evening all

Izzie.... Take care of yourself. We love you.

~Hugs

Oh my.....

What a good day today. Too much to write... so am gonna just post my Ship's Log (please excuse some of the naughtiness - but I'm just in that kinda frivolous mood... )

This was my day....

http://www.able2know.org/forums/viewtopic.php?p=3175723#3175723

love ya too Babbling - but you all know that now a?

Izzie
I am here. The pictures are beautiful. Especially the church.