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On the edge and toppling off....

 
 
Izzie
 
  1  
Mon 31 Mar, 2008 08:12 am
Oh... Charlie will be out til late afternoon today - we'll have the day together tomorrow and then she has to go back. We just needed to be here in the house together one more time - this place means so much to them - the girls have grown up here with the boys.

We are so "together". She feels what I feel and hurts as I do - it makes it hard for her. It's very hard for the kids to be without R too - but when he's not here - there is much laughter with them. It's kinda sad really, if you see what I mean. Oh that doesnt really make sense does it?

No matter. It's great to have her here and no doubt we'll talk the nite away - gonna see if Tulip will come over too - she's just been amazing dealing with her stuff - she doesn't feel amazing - but she really is. She met Charlie yesterday - I think we could maybe get a large pot and do hubble bubble toil and trouble....stick in some gin, littla bit of tonic , ice and a slice - and have ourselves a little dance round the cauldron.

We'll see. Charlie's cooking a big family dinner tonite - I think we will laugh.

Tired here. Very tired. Trying.
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JPB
 
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Mon 31 Mar, 2008 08:35 am
Yes, it makes sense.

It doesn't matter that neither you nor tulip is standing upright at the moment. Two walls leaning against each other can prevent both from falling flat. Add a back brace (charlie) and there's enough support to keep things stable.

I hope you can sneak a nap or two into your day.

hugs!
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Noddy24
 
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Mon 31 Mar, 2008 09:31 am
Izzie--

This story might help. Manhood isn't easy.

http://www.nytimes.com/2008/03/31/us/31war.html?pagewanted=1&_r=1&th&emc=th

"Becoming as a little child" means re-learning to live for the moment to gather strength for the future. That's what the kids are doing. They love "R"--but they don't suffer for him.

Hold your dominion.
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jodie34
 
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Mon 31 Mar, 2008 02:31 pm
Izzie

Hope you have a good nite's sleep tonight. Take care!
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Izzie
 
  1  
Mon 31 Mar, 2008 05:35 pm
Hey folks

Loooook -------------------------------> Very Happy

Thats me.

All is fine. Am with Charlie and the kids are good.

No word about R. Pysch didn't call me. Sort it tomorrow.

Anyone there? Smile
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Rockhead
 
  1  
Mon 31 Mar, 2008 05:50 pm
I'm here. Shocked

Have some fun tonite, and relax....

RH
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Noddy24
 
  1  
Mon 31 Mar, 2008 06:09 pm
Izzie--

Close to my bedtime, but I can listen for a bit.

Silence can be golden.
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Izzie
 
  1  
Mon 31 Mar, 2008 06:30 pm
Hey

Nice to see you all. Thanku for everything - last nite - and all the time.

It's been a bit of a strange day today - not quite knowing what to do with myself - waiting for phonecalls that don't come through. Just been sitting a lot and trying not to think. It kinda comes back unconciously tho. I'm not feeling too bleugh anymore - like last nite - I just feel as tho it's all just going to be the way it is. I guess I did get a little annoyed today - with the system - listening to people spout about how the system works. Well, it doesn't. I didn't. It hasn't. It just doesn't. I can't change that - I just have to accept it. It is infuriating tho.

It's been great having the children here - they just haven't stopped laughing and being "kids". They are so funny. Charlie and I grew up together, our parents were best friends (mom's nursed together in London), and our children consider themselves brothers and sisters. It's so great to see. Charlie and I just know everything about one another. Our souls are the same. We are polar opposites in many ways in the professional field - but we meet in the middle with all other aspects. We talk about so many things - when we're both in the same room and the kids ask us something, or my mom says something - we answer the same words at the same time - we "echo" each other. It's fab.

We are taking the children to the new ChezIzzie tomorrow. The girls are so excited. It's nice - really lovely - they are so much part of our life.

I'm in a rambling mode.... maybe I will write it all down - maybe I should just listen to some music. It's 1.30am. I should be tired. I'm not tired now.

Feeling more peace. I think that must be a good thing.
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Rockhead
 
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Mon 31 Mar, 2008 06:37 pm
You post tunes, I'll follow...

Feeling good vibes.

RH
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ehBeth
 
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Mon 31 Mar, 2008 07:41 pm
checking in
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JPB
 
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Tue 1 Apr, 2008 07:46 am
here too
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Izzie
 
  1  
Tue 1 Apr, 2008 08:45 am
Hey Very Happy

Nearly 4pm..... SUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCH a lovely day...

smiling big....

Loads to say but need to lie down for a while and rest. Been out and about. Had a little stumble on my ankle....

BUT

OH- WHAT A GREAT DAY SO FAR!!!!!!!!

Just wanted to let you all know. Smile
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mismi
 
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Tue 1 Apr, 2008 09:20 am
makes me happy to hear Izzie!
((((Izzie))))
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jodie34
 
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Tue 1 Apr, 2008 09:33 am
Izzie

Happy to hear you're doing great.
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Noddy24
 
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Tue 1 Apr, 2008 12:54 pm
Checking in.
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urs53
 
  1  
Tue 1 Apr, 2008 02:33 pm
Hey Izzie!
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ehBeth
 
  1  
Tue 1 Apr, 2008 05:17 pm
mmmmmmmm hello
good evening all
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JustBrooke
 
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Tue 1 Apr, 2008 05:36 pm
Izzie.... Take care of yourself. We love you.

~Hugs
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Izzie
 
  1  
Tue 1 Apr, 2008 08:30 pm
Oh my.....

What a good day today. Too much to write... so am gonna just post my Ship's Log (please excuse some of the naughtiness - but I'm just in that kinda frivolous mood... Very Happy )

This was my day....

http://www.able2know.org/forums/viewtopic.php?p=3175723#3175723

love ya too Babbling - but you all know that now a? Smile
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jodie34
 
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Wed 2 Apr, 2008 11:35 am
Izzie
I am here. The pictures are beautiful. Especially the church.
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