On the edge and toppling off....

Wishing you wireless, castless girl! Let us know when your back!
X

Hey all...

I'm wireless, one screw out but have been replastered!!!!!!!!!!!

AND I AM IN HOSPITAL OVERNITE

AND THEY HAVE NO TEA

So - 11.5 hours to go before I can escape - I'm wide awake coz I slept for hours - but am on morphine - so maybe I will sleep a little.

I'm thinking all is k - see the consultant in the morning again.

Thanks everyone.

no tea!

I KNOW

What's that all about then a?

Oh my Oh my Oh my :wink:

Izzie

Good to hear you are doing OK. Take care and Keep us posted.
Hugs !!

Wireless and missing at least one screw?

Progress is progress.

Hold your dominion.

Home and progressing.

Plastered but able to drink TEA. Very happy

Cast is very tight, the big toe has fused quite well but he has pulled it over the the right a little more for another two weeks. The other screw will now remain in there. Can weight bear without too much trouble other than the plaster digging into the front of my foot. But, only 2 more weeks and then the next steps to be taken.

Really need to sort the house now - 3ish weeks - so.... onwards and upwards - holding my dominion and, tho tired, no worries.

Thanku - wishing Noddy you well and that you are managing with your trials!

wow, izzie... just found this thread. way to go - you're almost there. wishing you a pain-free recovery. you hang in there.

Izzie
Welcome home!! Girl you are making progress and it is wonderful that you are doing so well. The two weeks will go fast so hang in there.
Moving is such a job but once it is done it is such a feeling of relief. Will you have the movers take care of the major moving? Wish I could be there to give you a hand but I will be thinking of you . Hugs and good luck.

Hey Mame and Jodie

Thanku both.

I have to organise for the removals company but need to do most of the packing myself to see what I need to get rid of. I'm doing well with the 15 a day (well, on average at least...)! :wink:

My BigBoy has been cutting me off since the police episode.... hasn't acknowleged anything to do with me going back into hospital etc....

however..... next post ... warrants it's own posting....

Text Message from BigBoy...

"I love you"





savouring the moment......

just savouring the moment....

Izzie, that is wonderful

RH

Yes darlin' - thanku - definitely savouring........

Izzie

It is very obvious your son loves you. Just enjoy the good moments.

(SSsSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSsshssshhhhhhhhhhhhh.....

very quiet...

Mom, Dad, Older Brother and Little Fella all here - tearing lofts and house apart. SSSSHHHHHH! Hiding under my duvet. Dad's out with the CHAINSAW! Bats in the loft have had a very rude awakening

BIG BONFIRE at bottom of paddock.

SSSHHHHHH - pretending I'm not here!

Dad = chainsaw = his soul soothing
Mom = rummaging = her soul soothing
Bro = he's a bit grumpy = soul soothing for him
Little fella = doing anything he can to please everyone = his soul soothing
Me = A2K = my soul soothing :wink:


(oh save me from the chainsaw noise!) )



(oh oh - BigBoy phonecall - not sooooo pleasant...but still savouring last nites txt - he's on his way here in a few hours!)


EBGirl - way way waaaaaaaaay more than 15 today

Hooray!


(I'm still maintaining the 15 - sister-in-disposal-solidarity :wink: )

k - so here's the deal

way over the 15 items today...

BigBoy turned up - hours before he was due. He was dropped out here - no-one told me etc etc - he breezes in - doesn't want to be here - decides to take control in his style...

It's not been a pleasant day - the house has been smashed up by him - much destroyed - I got pushed around today - had my phone taken off me - managed to call the police on the landline and even though he kept taking that phone off me - they kinda figured I needed some help.

BigBoy wanted the control - I wouldnt give in this time. Stupid - I dunno - the police have taken him back to The House now.

I've lost the plot with the care staff - the police are none to happy with them either. Formal investigation is now in progress with the manager of the The House who was oblivious as to what was happening. I was restrained whilst speaking to him - but I think he realises I'm just a tad peed off now.

Overnite contact has been stopped from now on. My decision. Ex-hub already done his contact stop. Not giving my parents a choice now - all overnites stopped. Ex hub and Mom both scared of R. He doesnt scare me tho - why? Why aren't I scared of him?

I'm hurting like hell - physically and mentally. My parents have just left - (they left when the BigBoy started up, on my request, and took the Little Fella and sat in the car down the road) - they had that "sad" look again, my Dad was crying -

I'm not even crying now - I don't feel anything now - it's all cleared up as if it didn't happen - all the broken stuff is in the garbage. Have some glass in my foot - hey, just got rid of wires - now I've got glass.

I was screaming down the phone to the care staff to come back and get him - they didn't do it!!!!! Why didn't they turn the car around and come back. Oh jeez, even if they had - it would have been the same as before - "oh, he's in the house - we can't do anything whilst he's on the property" - can you hear the real sarcy voice going on here...

They dropped him off without even telling me - he came thru the house like a twister coz my folks wouldnt leave straight away and take him back to town............

and now..... now what ... sitting here as if nothing happened - on my own - in bl*ody stupidsville.

Why - why is that? I'm so confused and yet completely clear. Just not gonna do this. Not gonna live in "black". Numb right now.

Izzie--

Hang on to the text message.

What a nasty afternoon in a chaotic day. Your son seems to have talent as a demolition man--with sound effects.

As for the social workers, heads may not roll but I expect egos will be rattled.

Hold your dominion.

Oh Izzie.

Just what you didn't need. I have a lot of things in my head to say but I think you just need "love" right now..... so I'm just going to offer you a soft hug (((( Izzie )))) and I'm with JPB if you need to talk.

~Lots of Love (always)

Well, the glass in your foot seems to be the smallest wound you've got ...

Keep talking.