JLLLLLL wrote: see they don't love just use. and for me to think that there are females out there that really do love is stupid, because i will not be one of those that end up on cheaters trying to find out if shes cheating or not, thats my fear that ill find one that i truly love and she will have joe bob and bill sneaking out the back door, so i will never find love and now i realize that so i might as well just keep on hitting and kicking it to the curb.
JLLLLLL,
Your mistrust of women is bound to cause you to have a distinctive aura about you.
You seem to draw the wrong kind of women to you. The kind that need kicked to the curb, as you say. That doesn't surprise me.
I think you are so focused on women that are not trustworthy, that you draw them right to you. You are so afraid that you will be in love with someone that cheats on you, that you figure you will cheat first.
You can't stand cheaters........yet, you do it.
Your actions toward women appear to be that of someone that seriously needs help getting over their past. Or just plain needs to grow up.
Another thing...........
A man that knows how to love will look at his woman and see the inner beauty in her. Even when looks fade, he will hold that inner beauty dearer to him than anything.
You say that "Looks are everything" to you. That is sad.
With that in mind.........be prepared for a life without true love.