@Greatest I am,
So you say I believe a lie. Well I guess we disagree on that. I do believe that when we die those redeemed by Christ go to heaven (and it is nothing like you describe). You seem to be making assumptions not based on what is written in the bible. Here's some commentary from the internet:
"Think about the gospel fact that with all of Jesus’ suffering and death as Saviour of sinners, He willingly gave Himself! Five times in John 10:11-18 we are told about Jesus willingly giving Himself up for the salvation of sinners. In John 10:11 Jesus says: “I am the good shepherd: the good shepherd gives his life for the sheep.” Literally the word “gives” there could also be translated “lays down” and it is so translated, in fact, in vs. 15, 17, and twice in vs. 18. Jesus says in vs. 15: “I lay down my life for the sheep”; in vs. 17: “I lay down my life that I might take it again.” And in vs. 18 Jesus says: “No man taketh it from me [that is His life], but I lay it down of myself. I have power to lay it down, and I have power to take it again. This commandment have I received of my Father.”
"A story is told of two brothers who once lived completely opposite lives. The older was a God-fearing man, good to everyone. The younger was rebellious, even violent. The older brother tried to influence him, [the younger] but in vain. One evening, while the older sat quietly in his home, the [younger] brother stormed in with blood on his clothes, shouting, ‘Save me if you can! I have killed a man and the police are after me!’ The older replied, “Quick! Let’s change clothes.” They did so. The murderer put on the white garment of his older brother, and the innocent brother put on the blood-stained garment of his younger brother.
Scarcely had they finished when the police arrived. Seeing the older brother in bloody clothes, they knew they had found their man and dragged him from his home. They had no doubt that he was the one they sought. Brought to court, the accused admitted his guilt. The judge bowed to what seemed clear evidence and sentenced him to death. He had one last wish: ‘At the moment of my execution, please give my brother this letter.’ His wish was granted. Later when the brother opened the letter, he read, “I died in your place, in your bloody garment, for your guilt. I was happy to make this sacrifice for you, and ask that now you also live a life of love and goodness in response.’ The innocent brother was dead, nothing now could change that fact. But as often as the former comrades asked the younger brother still living, to participate in an act of violence and evil, he would reply, ‘I cannot do it in the white garment I received from the brother who died for me.’”
"Now you notice, I hope, that this story does not in all ways parallel with the gospel message of Jesus Christ. Indeed, this story even falls far short of it for that older brother all of a sudden by way of surprise gave himself up for his brother. But Jesus, as we saw, so planned and so pursued and so, in fact, did willingly give Himself in every detail, from His incarnation to His last breath on the cross."
