J_B, I do not have any "withdrawal" symptoms...nor is there a lack of desire in anything i usually like. I still love my sleep, food and my work...no problems with that. I sleep well. I watched a play last evening, and i laugh a lot, as usual..
There are such therapists here....a friend of mine in college used to suffer from depression but led a normal life with the help of medication. I am not sure if my medical problem is depression...I assumed it wasnt becuase i'm not chronically unhappy, or withdrawn...Do you think i need to go to a therapist?
When i say i'm feeling awful, i meant it's difficult to live without him...
...stupid as it may sound. Everywhere I go in this city, there is something that reminds me of him...
However, I do feel quite "free" and i guess it will only take some time before I get more used to this kind of living. I'm glad i can meet people, and do somethings all by myself....without alwqays having him along.
The last I spoke to my husband (soon after i left), he said "he would work things out with himself" and come up with something i would be ok with. Will keep you all posted