Here is my dilemma, in this election season. I have never been what you'd call a pragmatist, generally speaking. A pragmatist does what is practical and sensible; he does the things that will get his goals accomplished notwithstanding the whims and desires that arise out of his emotions.
I voted for Obama with the best thinking I could muster at the time (both times), but my heart and emotions were involved - big time. What hopes and dreams I attached to his presidency; which ones he fulfilled and which have gone unanswered for - is a subject for another discussion.
My point here is that I am far from unmoved by all the Bernie Sanders talk of revolution and changing the system. I truly understand the deep longing and fury that motivates his followers to push and work and persuade so hard.
I really get that.
We loyal Democratic voters are tired! We're tired of the same old corrupt, bought and sold out politics. We're tired of the 1 percenters having everything and the rest getting crumbs. We're tired of stupid wars and stupid policies on education, veterans, energy, and building infrastructure. We want change - revolution - and we want it yesterday. But... well here's how Jeff Faux puts it in a blog in Huffpo:
"...Bernie Sanders' candidacy has created a moment of truth for Democratic voters, testing how serious they are about changing the country's direction. We cannot be certain, of course, that even a President Bernie Sanders could loosen Big Money's stranglehold on our democracy. But we can be certain that neither of his rivals would even try..."
http://www.huffingtonpost.com/jeff-faux/bernie-sanders-a-moment-o_b_8163092.html
So that's where we are. I understand the stubbornness with which Frank Apisa holds the line of "this is who is electable". I also understand the maddening restlessness that moves Bernie supporters like Lash.
That dilemma - That's why I haven't gotten on any bandwagon. That's why I'm still keeping my mind and eyes open. I'm hoping the choice gets easier (or at least clearer) as the time gets closer.