@ KalamityJane: If I won't go I will not be accepted nor refused. If I will and it she will dislike it me what might be quite likely outcome as there is not much I can offer at the moment (as you can see my confidence now is in sh*thole
) I will feel quite bad not only for being refused but also good woman lost interest in me. At the moment we are not dating or anything but mere idea she liked me makes me feel good about myself. I would risk this little I have. And yes, I regret to say but I know why I feel uncertain. I wen't through a lot of fails.
@chai2: I am not that picky so if she get a bit weight I guess fine with me but she is well positioned woman. She can have so many males... After all she is young, pretty, intelligent and lives in a big city where is no shortage of good males or opportunities to hook up. That is the fact.
Ok, thanks for opinions and feedback, I guess I found answer myself. I just like the things how they are and not gonna risk anything. At least not at least until I get back to the shape as good health and sexy muscle is virtually the only thing I can offer and due to travels I lost even that.