Sun 17 Mar, 2019 11:12 am - holy moly I just remembered it is THIS place where I was called something in a sense of "coming from inferior culture, not understanding manners of Canadians and US citizens"... aside... (view)
Sat 16 Mar, 2019 07:46 pm - Hallo,
First thing: Apology for bad English. I have not been practising for quite a while
Second: I have posted several threads here before... Some people mentioned my problem with alcohol...... (view)
Wed 29 Aug, 2018 02:33 pm - hmm... best thing about being sober is having this awesome testosterone levels all the time. (brings also craziness, but what, everything in life has its price).
I so miss it now. Ever since I... (view)
Fri 3 Aug, 2018 04:29 pm - oh yes, the uncontrollable mood swings, I nearly forgot :) Last time I experienced this was 5 years ago, did not have this ever since I started drinking :)
Yep, being sober has so much positive... (view)
Thu 2 Aug, 2018 01:11 pm - I feel...slightly better. There were no sparrings today, just regular practice so no fighting. Why do only violence and alcohol help me find peace? I mean... why? What is wrong? Is this normal?... (view)
Thu 2 Aug, 2018 04:56 am - ...consumed by rage... The more I train the worse it gets. Only thing helping is sparrings at gym, for a day, two... today I must go and kick some arse. I just can§t go on any more. This or... (view)
Sun 29 Jul, 2018 05:45 am - I just can't believe that. I asked admins to delete my threads, because of one azzhat started to invade my privacy and they did that!! Wow! HUGE thumb up for admin team! Thank you very much!!!... (view)
