On the edge and toppling off....

Dear Izzie, you can't expect to do anymore, you have done everything possible to help your son, you're a wonderful mother, but please look after yourself also, don't run yourself into the ground. Who will fight for him then? As always you're in my thoughts and sending you lots of vibes, that's all I can do from this end. (((Izzie)))

It's all gone well. He's doing brilliant. It feels "normal" ... few touchy moments. Teenage stuff.

He has such a wicked laugh. He's laughed a lot.

x

thinking of you Iz...you and your boys
love and hugs

Glad things have gone well tonight, Iz-. You're a trouper. I hope R is ok as a long as possible! Hugs to you & the boys!

give.me.strength.

Sheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeesh!

45 mins.... of big anger..... R is not a happy camper! On way back to House.... he's not in the best of moods....

oh... so wishing for peace in my head.

Wishing you peace, (((Iz-))), so much.

Wishing you were playing Dev, miss you, what are you up to?

Yep Dev... miss you too.... let us know how you are girlie - this is your thread too hun.... I'm just visiting in my rubbish moments.

How's hubby holding up?

And you.... how is going out these days, any easier?

Thing1 and 2?

Are you outta school now? Has a co-counselling appointment come up yet?

Thinking about you.



Brooklyn - you too my friend. How are you? Hows the heart these days? Feeling a little less raw? How's baby Noah - do you get see him much?


(((BEAgle)))
Love you guys. x

I'm here, just been really busy & having trouble sleeping. Ugh. The 'Things' are good. They have the day off for a school holiday tomorrow & are gearing up for halloween.
School's done, but 'graduation' ceremony isn't 'til December. Have some 'tidying' up studying to do before then. Been volunteering at the counseling center here and there, but no co-counseling yet - = ( It'll come, I'm sure.
Hubby is awaiting news of a technical interview this week for the job he's applied for. We shall see. I'll let you all know when we know something. Hope you are well.

Hey Dev - hope you get good news soon gal.. waiting is tough a? Keep up to volunteering - something may come from that. xx


Tired tonite... FQsis and I had lovely time - she's gone home now and landed safely at ChezFQ.

Tough tough day yesterday with R... and S.

Too toooooooooo much - not sure which way to turn here.

Having some quiet time tonite - thanku Tulip for having S. Hope he calms down.

See what tomorrow brings.

I think I have got to the end of what I can handle emotionally - I don't think there is a lower level to get to. I don’t know how to do anything any longer. I’ve got scared now about how to get through today. I’m going to Tulips for a while but that's not fair on her and S-boy will see me. I wish I was stronger.

Nonsense. Your talking nonsense Izzie.
You will be fine.
You will make it through this day.
And the next day.
Think, if only for a minutre, think, of all your blessings.

Dear Izzie put those thoughts out of your mind and don't be scared, you will make it alright, you've come along way since the beginning of this year. You are strong and you are brave, you've proved it, we're all here for you so soldier on to the best of your ability, your boys need you. Take care. (((Izzie)))

Izzie dear, a joke for you.

What did the shy pebble say?









(i wish i was a little boulder)

hugs, and some strong tea, hun....

That's ok -- reaching the end means there's only one way to go. Up! You've hit bottom. Now what are you going to do? You can stay there or you can slowly start to climb back. Finding bottom can be a good thing -- so long as you realize that you're at the bottom and you're not going to let yourself sink any lower.

The other thing to realize is that this wasn't a free fall. It was a long time coming and drawing the line in the sand of "this is it" may be extremely difficult, but it can be an emotional release of it's own.

You've found bottom, or drawn the line, or... however you want to term it but fear isn't what's going to get you through this day. It's realizing that the bottom has been reached... finally...

Rest.

Breathe.

Don't do anything else.

Today, just be.


((((( Izzie )))))

(((IZZIE)))
love you -

Right here for you, (((Iz-)))

i'm fine...of course.

will stay away a while until i can think more clearly. I apologies.

No apology necessary, warm milk on the stove...

(hugs)

There is nothing to apologize for.

We love you, sweetie. (((((HUGS)))))