Rex

I've got some catching up to do!!!

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Well, I wake up Saturday morning to revelations, and not the ones in the bible, I can barely comprehend. If anyone is having unprotected sex and getting infected with minor STD's, it will take more than fundamentalist Christianity to protect them from AIDs. Anyone who is a gay man or knows gay men very well knows that boys will still be boys. However, if one decides to have what is commonly and funnily referred to as a "boy toy," they do open themselves up to an all new set of relationship problems. Pardon me, but being a fundamentalist rightwinger and gay is tantamount to being a vegetarian chowing down on a cow.

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Lightwizard wrote:

Well, I wake up Saturday morning to revelations, and not the ones in the bible, I can barely comprehend. If anyone is having unprotected sex and getting infected with minor STD's, it will take more than fundamentalist Christianity to protect them from AIDs. Anyone who is a gay man or knows gay men very well knows that boys will still be boys. However, if one decides to have what is commonly and funnily referred to as a "boy toy," they do open themselves up to an all new set of relationship problems. Pardon me, but being a fundamentalist rightwinger and gay is tantamount to being a vegetarian chowing down on a cow.

That is where you allow stereo types to rule your own destiny.

After all, gay people can't love God can they?

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According to the Bible, he doesn't seem to love them back.

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Correct.

It's not stereo types, it's surround types that I wonder about.

So this guy is half your age. That would make him 8 years old.

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Lightwizard wrote:

Correct.

It's not stereo types, it's surround types that I wonder about.

So this guy is half your age. That would make him 8 years old.

Are you jealous?

He picked me...

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You just haven't got a clue, have you. Have fun with your neurosis. That are you jealous crap is school girl mentality.

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Lightwizard wrote:

You just haven't got a clue, have you. Have fun with your neurosis. That are you jealous crap is school girl mentality.

One good comment deserves another... Before you start making wild assumptions about me you might just ask first. Not everything is a stereotype. You should know this.

I don't profess to be all wise but you say, "I don't have a clue?"

Does that say, STRAW MAN to you?

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Lightwizard wrote:

Well, I wake up Saturday morning to revelations, and not the ones in the bible, I can barely comprehend. If anyone is having unprotected sex and getting infected with minor STD's, it will take more than fundamentalist Christianity to protect them from AIDs.

I certainly agree! Having unprotected casual sex and endangering one's partner to contracting STDs including the HIV virus and AIDS, is in my book the ultimate deceit.
I have no sympathy for people like that, and Red Rex, I hope your partner
has the courage to leave you, and this - for him - destructive relationship.

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Rex -
It sounds to me like you get angry because you see him as weak. How could he not be mad at you for cheating? For bringing STD's into your bed? For possibly KILLING him? For not respecting him, yourself or the five plus years you have been together?

Do you view him as weak?

Does that make you angry because YOU want to be the "weaker sex" or be "needy" now and then?

The same thing happens in heterosexual relationships. Not all women are meek and mild, obeying and forsaking, etc. I had to tell Bear the other day that it would be nice if I got a chance to initiate now and then. Not a pwerplay, but sometimes I want to be "weak" and sometimes I want to lead.

Maybe you're feeling vulnerable and confused and rather than being allowed to be the weaker of the two, you are being forced to take the lead and be angry at yourself.

Does any of that make sense?

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CalamityJane wrote:

Lightwizard wrote:
Well, I wake up Saturday morning to revelations, and not the ones in the bible, I can barely comprehend. If anyone is having unprotected sex and getting infected with minor STD's, it will take more than fundamentalist Christianity to protect them from AIDs.

I certainly agree! Having unprotected casual sex and endangering one's partner to contracting STDs including the HIV virus and AIDS, is in my book the ultimate deceit.
I have no sympathy for people like that, and Red Rex, I hope your partner
has the courage to leave you, and this - for him - destructive relationship.

Time will tell... I have apologized and that is all I can do.

There is more to this story than I have gone into..

It is not my tendency to give a rundown of "his" issues (especially on the internet)...

Because, I do love him and, when we are finished tearing each other down what will we have left?

I think I have a handle on my own problems now and that is all I can do really. The constant is up to me now.

If he really loves me, he will find it in his heart to forget this.

In spite of the age difference it is strangely harder for me because I am the one constantly being approached sexually. I can't even walk down the street without getting the whistles. I nearly caused a traffic accident a day ago by just being on the sidewalk.

The guy who gave me the diseases is now mad at me (along with all his "friends") because I didn't break up with my lover. He is upset that the disease (which is cured now) did not permanently drive a wedge between my lover and I. He is even younger than my current lover.

Go figure...

The drama is more than I am willing to deal with sometimes.

My current lover is not into the drama but he is not ok with himself sometimes. Yet I am the only lover in his life. Figure it out from there.

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In spite of the age difference it is strangely harder for me because I am the one constantly being approached sexually. I can't even walk down the street without getting the whistles. I nearly caused a traffic accident a day ago by just being on the sidewalk.

This sounds awfully like Roxxxanne!

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CalamityJane wrote:

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In spite of the age difference it is strangely harder for me because I am the one constantly being approached sexually. I can't even walk down the street without getting the whistles. I nearly caused a traffic accident a day ago by just being on the sidewalk.

This sounds awfully like Roxxxanne!

Not at all. If you call jeans and a t-shirt, hooker clothes...

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Jeans and T shirt? I thought that was suppose to be you on the left in your avatar. Very Happy

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Lightwizard wrote:

Jeans and T shirt? I thought that was suppose to be you on the left in your avatar.

That is my formal attire... Smile

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CJ

You are starting to remind me of the lesbian who made a pass at me the other night and when I told her I was taken she insulted me for being gay...

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.....to bad I am heterosexual and don't socialize in your circles, Red Rex.
I did educate homosexuals about safer sexual practices though,
and have seen first hand, how devastating a casual lifestyle without
protection can be.

You might have gotten the red carpet treatment in some of your answers
here, and you're basting yourself in arrogance, but I think it is just
despicable behavior on your part.

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CalamityJane wrote:

.....to bad I am heterosexual and don't socialize in your circles, Red Rex.
I did educate homosexuals about safer sexual practices though,
and have seen first hand, how devastating a casual lifestyle without
protection can be.

You might have gotten the red carpet treatment in some of your answers
here, and you're basting yourself in arrogance, but I think it is just
despicable behavior on your part.

I guess I do have circles I travel in but I do so rarely.

I find bar life too decadent for me.

I do like fine dining and good entertainment. I also like karaoke from time to time but usually I am in at night blogging.

I might say this in my defence.

I do hold myself fully responsible for my promiscuity, but, I may be in denial that my other half could actually have faults too.

Yet I am not in a mind I guess to start picking at his faults.

I usually take the blame it is my nature.

I figure I am strong and I can take it but sometimes I don't really think it is fair.

I should have realized that I would not be able to just openly discuss the complexity of this relationship.

This person I date is not exactly open about his relationship with me.

He is not married or anything and he is committed to only me but unable to face it publicly.

So sometimes I just want to break out of this but I know he loves me and I just can't seem to let go.

Five years is a long time for him to hide something like this.

I don't really care if people know or not. But I do care about his feelings.

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Love for Granted

I should never have gone out on you
I don't blame you for walking out on me
I didn't think that it would end
Beyond what we could amend.

Another month has gone by
And you don't care if I live or die
But I keep holding on to the memories
And hoping someday you'll come back to me

I'm sorry baby that I hurt you so
I can't take love back now don't you know
I can only hang my head
And tell you that I will be true and
I'll never take your love for granted

Take your love for granted.

I wait each lonely night just wondering
If our love ever meant anything?
It sure hurts now that you are gone
This aching tells me, I must have done you wrong

I'm sorry baby that I hurt you so
I can't take love back now don't you know
I can only hang my head
And tell you that I will be true and
I'll never take your love for granted

Take your love for granted

Eric (RexRed) Pedersen
7/26/06

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Sorry things didn't work out for you, Rex.

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