Stray Cat
 
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Reply Sun 2 Jul, 2006 01:33 pm
Rex,

I think he should dump you. But I still hope you're ok....
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RexRed
 
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Reply Sun 2 Jul, 2006 01:36 pm
Stray Cat wrote:
Rex,

I think he should dump you. But I still hope you're ok....


He won't dump me but I do need to direct my emotions in the right place so this does not ever have a chance of happening again.
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Noddy24
 
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Reply Sun 2 Jul, 2006 01:37 pm
Rex--

From reading a number of your posts, I gather than anger comes more naturally to you than love.

You could deal with your Partner's anger--but you can't deal with his love and forgiveness.

Your religious beliefs add another layer of complexity to this paradox.
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RexRed
 
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Reply Sun 2 Jul, 2006 01:39 pm
Yes

I am an island.
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Stray Cat
 
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Reply Sun 2 Jul, 2006 01:39 pm
Quote:
He won't dump me but I do need to direct my emotions in the right place so this does not ever have a chance of happening again.


Yeah, you need to stop cheating, Rex. But here's the good news...you can control that...
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Noddy24
 
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Reply Sun 2 Jul, 2006 01:40 pm
Islands don't want to be in charge of destiny. You do.
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RexRed
 
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Reply Sun 2 Jul, 2006 01:43 pm
Noddy24 wrote:
Islands don't want to be in charge of destiny. You do.


Destiny has a way of just happening no matter how far we run from it.
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ehBeth
 
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Reply Sun 2 Jul, 2006 01:44 pm
Rex, how did an island manage to get into a five-year (so far) relationship?

Someone built a dock?

~~~~~~~~~~~~~

How'd you get into your current relationship?
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RexRed
 
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Reply Sun 2 Jul, 2006 01:45 pm
ehBeth wrote:
Rex, how did an island manage to get into a five-year (so far) relationship?

Someone built a dock?

~~~~~~~~~~~~~

How'd you get into your current relationship?


There were 5 years of pure friendship before that.
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Noddy24
 
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Reply Sun 2 Jul, 2006 01:49 pm
Quote:
Destiny has a way of just happening no matter how far we run from it.




The fault, dear Brutus, is not in our stars,
But in ourselves that we are underlings.
Men at some times are masters of their fate.

You can't control your partner. You could please him by understanding yourself--and forgiving yourself.

Destiny is something that happens when we are busy with other things.
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ehBeth
 
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Reply Sun 2 Jul, 2006 01:50 pm
Five years of friendship which somehow morphed into a five-year relationship. That's a nice solid base.

Did you realize the friendship was turning into a relationship?

Who led in the change from friendship to relationship?
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Stray Cat
 
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Reply Sun 2 Jul, 2006 01:52 pm
We often create our own destiny, Rex.

I don't like to play armchair therapist, but I'm wondering if you subconciously try to mess things up by cheating.

Your partner was supposed to get mad at you for it and maybe even leave. He hasn't done that, he's been kind and understanding...which only contributes to your guilt (self-loathing).

So, you've done a good job of convincing yourself you don't deserve to be loved....but you haven't been able to convince him yet.

You're feeling resentful and angry at him now, because he's not the playing his part (according to the script you have in your head). He still thinks you're worth loving.
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RexRed
 
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Reply Sun 2 Jul, 2006 01:52 pm
ehBeth wrote:
Five years of friendship which somehow morphed into a five-year relationship. That's a nice solid base.

Did you realize the friendship was turning into a relationship?

Who led in the change from friendship to relationship?



He always loved me but I did not realize it for 5 years. Because I am so distant and occupied with things that at this point seem trivial.
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RexRed
 
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Reply Sun 2 Jul, 2006 01:54 pm
Stray Cat wrote:
We often create our own destiny, Rex.

I don't like to play armchair therapist, but I'm wondering if you subconciously try to mess things up by cheating.

Your partner was supposed to get mad at you for it and maybe even leave. He hasn't done that, he's been kind and understanding...which only contributes to your guilt (self-loathing).

So, you've done a good job of convincing yourself you don't deserve to be loved....but you haven't been able to convince him yet.

You're feeling resentful and angry at him now, because he's not the playing his part (according to the script you have in your head). He still thinks you're worth loving.


This is my own fear that I do not understand my own motives due to the paradox of my own complexity.

But I love him and desire no other...
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Lash
 
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Reply Sun 2 Jul, 2006 01:55 pm
Couple's therapy possible?

Because if there haven't been any recriminations from your partner, he may have his own repressed issues.

I think it could really help both of you. And, Rex, I was thinking what Noddy said. You seem to be a bit too in touch with your rage. Sounds cliche, but so many people are really put in touch with themselves with some guided discussion by a professional listener.

Interested in Beth's questions. You did something right.
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RexRed
 
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Reply Sun 2 Jul, 2006 01:55 pm
Noddy24 wrote:
Quote:
Destiny has a way of just happening no matter how far we run from it.




The fault, dear Brutus, is not in our stars,
But in ourselves that we are underlings.
Men at some times are masters of their fate.

You can't control your partner. You could please him by understanding yourself--and forgiving yourself.

Destiny is something that happens when we are busy with other things.



I need to think a bit about this one to understand...
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Lash
 
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Reply Sun 2 Jul, 2006 01:59 pm
Noddy--

You have quite a way with words.
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RexRed
 
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Reply Sun 2 Jul, 2006 02:02 pm
Lash wrote:
Couple's therapy possible?

Because if there haven't been any recriminations from your partner, he may have his own repressed issues.

I think it could really help both of you. And, Rex, I was thinking what Noddy said. You seem to be a bit too in touch with your rage. Sounds cliche, but so many people are really put in touch with themselves with some guided discussion by a professional listener.

Interested in Beth's questions. You did something right.



The rage may be a healthy thing but I do not know where to direct it.

I just know I need to be faithful or leave him and not endanger his life.
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RexRed
 
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Reply Sun 2 Jul, 2006 02:06 pm
Lash wrote:
Noddy--

You have quite a way with words.


Yes, I agree too.
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RexRed
 
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Reply Sun 2 Jul, 2006 02:09 pm
He doesn't even know that I talk on this forum.

He knows I type allot on the internet.

I am the only man he has ever been with.
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