Surrounded by God

1 Corinthians 11: 19, "No doubt there must be divisions among you so the ones who are in the right may be clearly seen.

Fair points, with evidence being the crux of the matter

As I've never perceived evidence of Gods existence for me God exists only as thoughts and ideas in my mind

The belief I have in God is logically reasoned as philosophy, and God is reasonably included in religion. There is nothing more qualified than God as the necessary existence, that is the explanation for all contingent existence, and that necessary existence is everywhere eternally, being really necessary then not being limited in any way. Any design from that necessary existence is indication of aware intelligence included in necessary existence, and that then is unlimited, making all contingent existence indicates unlimited power for that.

Calling the universe “designed” is nonsense because it sneaks in the intelligent designer you’re supposed to be proving, turning the whole claim into circular fantasy instead of reasoning.

On the plus side everything you've ever posted here has the makings of a fine nursery story.

It is hardly circular when the universe having star systems in galaxies depends on the universal constant being what it is, rather than anything else, and this not even considering other independent constants being what they are. https://www.brown.edu/news/2026-04-20/cosmological-constant-problem
I would not trust another explanation so much, and that is not from using circular reasoning.
There is nothing faulty with using philosophical reasoning.

There is another consciousness, we may become aware of it when we hear from that inside us, and it isn't our own self. It is not to be dismissed, it can be recognized as God speaking to us.