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A wife is NOT required to "submit." She is not required to have sex with her husband. Sexual intimacy is NOT a wifely duty or obligation.
I agree with Carrie. This problem has deep roots.
Look at your history and the explanation your wife gave to you:
You said, "if I requested anything or wanted to try something new she would get turned off, sometimes stopping in the middle of sex."
This tells me that when you first became involved with your wife, she was not a wild sex machine. She was probably sexually unsophisticated. She was probably reserved and bedroom shy. She needed time to grow, mature, and blossom sexually. But you didn't give her the gift of time and patience. Instead, you made requests that she felt uncomfortable about. When she voiced her discomfort, you disregarded her feelings and continued to hound her to do things she felt uncomfortable doing.
You continued to force the issue when she wasn't ready or willing to accommodate your "requests." You didn't allow her to develop her sexual appetites on her own time table. You disrespected her everytime that you hounded her to do something she didn't want to do. You violated her boundaries. Instead of allowing her sexuality to mature naturally with a man she could trust, you promoted a growing adversion. Not an adversion to sex--but an adversion to YOU and sex.
Sex is not the culprit. You are. You violated her trust in the bedroom. She can't trust you to respect her sexual boundaries and to allow her sexuality to develop naturally rather than in a forced and offensive manner. You have known for years that your pushing her to go beyond her comfort level when she wasn't ready was offensive to her. Her sexuality therefore never blossomed, it shrunk into fear and adversion.
She told you that she no longer wants to have sex because, in your own words:
Quote:She said she did not see a point in having sex, if we could not have kids. She just does not enjoy it, and my passion for sex was too strong. Also, she was afraid of my desire to do kinky things. She just did not want that to esculate.
Anyway, she said she would rather not have sex all together. I was hoping that we could find a nice middle ground where she would enjoy sex, and I could also be satisfied. Instead it became a case where she honestly does not want to have sex.
Your wife has a deeply rooted animosity toward you in the bedroom. She can't trust you to respect her boundaries and to allow her sexuality to mature on its own time table. She fears your constant pressuring for her to do things she is uncomfortable doing simply so you can meet in that "middle ground." She feels violated and she has no desire to please you anymore when you consistently failed to respect her boundaries.
She might never trust you enough to overcome her aversion to YOU and sex and allow herself to explore her sexual potential. She's carrying way too much baggage.