@Lash,
Why did you assume I was referring to you? You might not be the only one with bone-deep ugly. And are you admitting you were referring to my alcoholism, or are you going to stand by your latest lie?
I ask again, if you weren't referring to my alcoholism, to what did you refer when you said I wake up with a monkey on my back?
I want you to admit what you were saying - so everyone can see exactly how you 'go there'. So tell us, Lash - did you mean my 24 year recovery when you referred to the monkey on my back?
It's a pretty common way of referring to addiction. Let's see Lash - are you going to try to avoid the question entirely, or make up some weird lie about a new usage for 'monkey on your back" - or shock us all and tell the truth?