Dont let women make you feel bad for being who you are. What exactly did you get out of this friendship that had you putting up with her for a year? Some fantasy that she might be yours one day? She was never going to be yours, and she was never going to take you seriously, and she was never going to treat you well.
When i think back on it, i do feel kind of bad
Why? Explain to me in detail what you did wrong. And dont tell me it telling her to **** herself, she had that coming for calling you an asshole first. If she really thought you are then she would not be calling you her friend, she was trying to make you feel bad....most likely because she is a bitch.