the hardest 'drug' for me to give up at the moment is tea...
ive been drinking it since i was 5
and some days ive been known to drink over 10 pints of the stuff
ive managed recently to find some herbal tea that tastes ok and im doing my best to slip in several mugs of this in between my normal teas this is having some degree of success
i kind of kicked the coffee habit but recently i went to a friends house and i succumbed to several cups of douwe egberts continental gold coffee with a bit of brown sugar i cant drink it neat anymore as after so long without it it tastes really bitter..yuk
i tried some filter coffee too recently but this tasted real bad after all this time off but strangley although it tasted terrible i found myself wanting another cup after id drank it hmm the power of addiction....
while i was in argentina this winter i picked up a terrible coca cola drinking habit along with a red wine drinking habit but ive managed to kick these since i got back to england
ive been on a massive detox drive the last three years with the odd relapse
ive tried all sorts of diets
wheat free dairy free vegetarian pasta free.....
each diet i succeeded about a month before the old patterns kicked back in
i must say i feel very clean and pure for the effort ive put in
i havent eaten meat or fish now for months and i feel fine
i am having a salad most days lots of brown rice, vegetable soups
i have a smoothie each day made of bananas, nuts, raspberries, blueberries and i mix in with it a green powder called spirulina which is an algae
i also have this soy powder called soylicious that has lots of good things in it once or twice a week
im taking multivitamins(solgar omnium) antioxidants and phytonutrients(slow down the aging process reputedly) which includes grape seed extract reservatrol pycogenol proanthcyanidins bioflavonoids tumeric tocotrienol astaxanthin and all sorts of other strange names supposed to keep me young and healthy
i also take chlorella which is another algae
as to wether this all works id ask me in ten years time from now but it makes me feel like im doing good to myself and keeps me in a positive frame of mind
through all this ive realised that everything we do is a habit to some degree and the only way to give up the bad ones is to fill my time with good habits
i had a dream the other week that i had i smoke
man it was so real
i eveen woke up with the feeling in my lungs and i could almost taste the smoke it was very freaky
also recently ive been going to this health place and getting reflexology shiatsu massage, reiki, hopi ear candles, indian head massage ,deep tissue massage and something called manual lymphatic drainage
id highly recommend these treatments as they made me feel really good and full of positive energy
ill finish with a saying a greek man told me who runs the diving school i go to on the island of mykonos in greece
may you have health and wealth.... and the time to enjoy it
peace and love