Hang in there, Panz.
I smoked a great deal over 20 years, quit once, started again in a boring meeting (borrowing one). That lasted more months. Quit cold a second time, and that time it took. I figured the need would stick with me forever and a day, but it didn't. Don't remember exactly how long, but the need passed.
I do remember my attempts to soften the blow by keeping a toothpick on my lips/between my teeth (a fellow lab tech's idea). I think that somewhat worked, but of course I looked silly when I did that.
That was in 1982.