Your encouraging is cute. O.k.friendship counts because there are n't other - lifting up - things.
My childten and all I wrote about , that the most important thing.
But all would be a double good thing with being and keeling in youth , of course.It is not only a matter of the ife of my kin, friends . I am around thete too.
To pay for sex ....I can't understand it and wrote , that I was as a younger lady s.times alone too. Not matters how strong your drive will be. Never to pay it.
Once I was drunk and very embarrasing I said to man tk want sex with him.
He made me a fool ( er verarschte mich einfach) but I would have done the same in such case.
Though it hauntet me a while and made me unobstrusive.
Maybe I don't reach that age, yet , to think about positive over there.
Now I enjoy mostly to be visible, yet.
S.times comes that thought , once to be unvisible. I can't prevent or deter this thoughts and they vanished again.
I can always laugh, apparently all find nice my stories in that funny way .
I don't know how to handle more getting older.
I have to try to except it, but I hope , that I never had to balance both and looking for advantages , to lie myself. I would pass the wrong attitude to my kids.
Not to be a pain of misery ( Jammerlappen) and not make a level of life more prettier than it is.
But now I have to buy milk. Tommorow I think all is close in bavarian.
But I won't be long.