I' m not decide by appearance of someone.
If someone less nice looking human give me hug or we have good talk , then I appreciate this person and I would be helpful toward them in the same certain .
But touch me on a sexuell kind I sadly have to depend it to appearence. I don't as well see an very old woman without bathing - clothes .
Even now I am watching my out - fit , my bathing - clothes , because it is not doing to show his body and more of all not to show a wringled body.
Is it a German culture ? No, because my mum said always to me , what will do with a beautiful dish when it is empty.
A German proverb .
I tried to be touched by a less locking man , because he was that dish I mentioned, because in Germany according a research,there are 2 handsome men in 10.
Later I noticed, I was stick to him , because I didn't want be alone.
Just not finding crowds of men , I prefer to cope with being alone instead to stick with s.one just for having a relationship.
Then I have to except, that I 'm 4,5years alone and the same time in relationships.
I know enough women , which having an old hubby or an less good looking one.
Not all of them , but some wive are non evening