Oh dear! You just haven't met a right woman yet.
My friend married the guy with the smallest penis ever.
She loves him so much (20 years of marriage) that being with him is all she needs. He makes her laugh!
My other friend left love of her life for enourmous size! She couldn't take it.
And she was a mother of a child by than - not a virgin.
I am totally head over heals with man with whom sex was awful. LOL
I still want him even if he was in impotent...its emotional connection
that gives me orgasm by just thinking of him. I had never had one and
I am 50. Never blamed anyone because I had sex with a lots of men.
I know it is me.
Stop beating yourself up and keep looking. Don't dwell on wrong women who can't give you emotional connection when you both just dissolving in each other sex or no sex. Good luck!