does she want me as a good friend still or more?

I am very very sorry about this story but I typed it on my phone and didn't do a good but I hope you can understand it enough to help me. Here it goes.

The girl I like name Mayra Yea I know. Listen she found out I like her bcuz i told her friend i like her n she wanted to talk about it. She never did.

I asked y she didn't she said she froze up. Like y she freeze up she got a man like it was strange. She didn't know I know she know I liked her so she said she will talk to me later bout it. She hide behind a asile (I work at meijer) and asked of I had anything to tell her, I'm like nah bcuz it was more I wanted to say not confess. So we ended up talking bout it n she adimtted to liking me n was upset she found out I like her from everyone else but me.

So I was like how bout we act like u never found out n I will tell u another time. She said okay. I still haven't but I did kinds offer my number.

I said if I gave u my number wud u text me she like no bcuz her man wont like that n she wouldn't want him doing the same to another girl.

She said we good friends tho. So I fell back. Her n her friend the one I told I like her not close no more n since then she been acting like well at least I think she like me I understand everything you said. That?s fine. All that happen 4 months ago. This the next thing that happen. I walked her to her car she stood n the cold n talked to me for like ten minutes then left. Then I walked her to her car again n again another 10 minute conversation but before she left I asked her what she asked me and it was did she have anything she wanted to tell me she like no no I don?t think so n left I?m a nice Guy I mean both those times she waited on me to punch out of work and she walked with me out. I never wait on her I always leave.

I know she has a man and I know if I wait for her she will think I?m trynna make a move that?s why I only walk out with her bcuz she waits for me. She also Parks near me so its not so much walking her to her car its just my car that way This happen next. Her bday was may first. Which was a Tuesday and this happened Tuesday night. So her bday was this week n Again I walked her out to her car bit this time she sped up n got n her car real fast. I mean I think she ain?t wanna have nothing serious on her mind on bday so I wasnt to surprised she got in her car fast It gets interesting after this The day after her bday. She talked to me for a hour after work bro. She checked her phone alot but NEVER texted no one back just kept looking at it like she was checking the time then she would put it away.

I know someone had to hit her up bcuz I got hit up alot. But yea we got off at 11 n talked to 12 alone n the parking lot. She like we been talking for a hour. I?m like is that a bad thing? She ain?t say nothing then I was like I don?t got nothing better to so if u wanna kept talking I?m down she said she was tired so she smiled and said talk u tomorrow n left

Look bro what I did. Well Not really I tried to avoid her the whole day but last 10 minutes she called n asked me foe help. Besides that it was good. My purpose of avoiding her was to see if she will want to see me n by her asking me for help made it clear she had to see me at least once today. Almost went the whole day without seeing her n she called n asked for help from me. Could have called someone else but Noooooooooooo had to be me.

Its all good tho. I still like her but that was just a test to see if could go a day without seeing me yea she couldn?t lol Oh yea and there was two times worked together and for out at the same time and I didn?t wait on her how she does for me. I don?t want her to think I?m trynna make a move on her so I left both times without waiting on her. And last week I left again without waiting on her.

I sat on the bench and was on my phone on the internet and she came out asked what I was doing smiled and said bye and left I was telling a Guy friend about mayra and everyone who got hired since he left. He came there one day and seen.mayra and said Sooooooooooooooooo your mayra?! Like that was so dumb bcuz I thought right then and there she would catch that I told him about her luckily me she was giving me a call for a customer so I got the chance to walk away. Thought she would forget about but the next day she confronted me and asked how that Guy new her name. All I told her was he use to work here. She just said that was weird. I.mean we wear name tags but how he said made it seem like someone spoke about her that's why she asked if I knew how he knew her name.

She wasn't mad asking it was a happy confused wondering look on her face Look I was on lunch buying sunin out the vending machine. She was back there bcuz she talking with r manager. So I'm putting my coins n making a selection n she come out after her convo with the manager over n look to c who was at the machine n once she realized it was me she asked was I on lunch n was everything alright n said u look sad n once I half way told her I was jus like WA like I'm good n she like smiled and walked away before I finished telling her. She said she was jus asking.

while we were working together. She like why are you so quiet? I?m like why are you? She said bcuz I am, I said so bcuz I?m quiet you gone be quiet? She said yea. Then I started talking then she did and it was good. Sh was suppose to leave work at 10:30 and i got out at 11. but ok thinking either she forgot, wanted the extra pay or wanted to work with me alone bcuz I was the only one left. And once it was time to go she was heading out the door and I walked pass she said hurry up Cornell. I?m guessing she wanted to walk out with me but I didn?tmove as fast as she would like but she did say bye from a distance

She invited me to come to the zoo with her n some co workers. I don?t think her boyfriend knows about either. Also that same day she asked me to the zoo, like before she asked she asked Was I mad at her bcuz like I said before I was a avoiding her just to see if she comes around me. When she asked was I mad I like laughed and said Nah man ain?t nobody mad at you. She said okay and smiled and asked me if I wanted to go to the zoo.

Thing I don?t get why it would matter if I was mad at her.

She got a man like don?t ask me if I?m mad at you ask ya man if he mad at you. You know lol like I?m trynna respect her relationship so I don?t be hounding her. I be doing my job and she comes around and talk about random stuff that has nothing to do with me. Like yesterday she was talking to with a like really big smile on her face like damn you that happy? Lol she even went out her way to all past me and crack a joke about her having a job for me to pick up a light bulb that broke but she was only joking.

Nah net yet. Well that day me n her was talking for a hour a old lady we work with seen us. Mayra didn't see her but I did. Me n the old lady real coo n I told her about the situation with mayra and she said she gone try to help low key hahaha. I told don't mess up my chance sh said she gone come up with something.

So yesterday she seen mayra when her and mayra was coming in at 6. She said to mayra so I hear you coming to work with us (fashions)? Mayra says yea but idk yet. Then the lady says boy Cornell sure is gonna miss u. The lady said mayra had a confused did she say what I think she said happy kinda look on her face. She sake mayra wasn't mad or anything. Once the old lady to me that she Saudi had the same look as mayra did. I was just shocked out of everything she said she said we'll Cornell is gonna miss u.

She ain't say nothing to Cover it up to hide I told her about mayra. She later said mayra seen her and smiled all happy like hey wassup? I been talking to mayra and things going real smooth. like this past week I got invited to a party by mayra friend Margaret and mayra got invited to. Margaret told me about so I said who's all going because I was sure if I would go because if mayra was going then there was no point really.

first name she said she invited was mayra. anyways I was talking to a buddy of mine name ben and Margaret walked by the asile I was in and said maybe your not the only one he has a crush on. now she was most likely talking yo mayra when she said that. so I went to the party and apparently Margret had a big crush on Ben. like whenever they were talking about it I tried to but in but Margret said cornell be quiet we know who you like you like mayra. she said that like 3-4 times.

I'm just like nah I'm just a driend to her. Margret like that's not what she said so I go to work and mayra came to me and was talking about did I go to the party. like I know she talked to Margret before me at work like I know she know I went so what was the point of asking?

anyways Mayra came and got me on break witg a big surprise smiling so I started smiling once she walked away as I followed her she turned seen me smiling and she asked why are you smiling? I said dang I can't smile and laughed then i said why are you smiling she said because your hilarious.

her surprise was my grandfather he had came to see me. after I got done talking to him I went back to talk with mayra. we had a nice lil convo lil laughing lil smiling it was good. I was over a Margaret house and we talked about mayra and how she likes me. now before we got a call mayra told Margaret through text she only likes me as a friend

and mae got a call from her guy friend erik. her friend that might like me was in the back ground of the call while it was on speaker. Mae and Erik was talking while Margaret was in the back ground talking. then mayra and Mae started talking. Mae asked mayra why she won't admit she like me. the mayra supposedly got mad and said IS CORNELL THERE? WHY IS HE OVER THERE? like real angry like.

anyways when they we talking the call was no longer on speaker so thats no reason to say it like that. Nothing to hide bro. If she feel I am pressing her then she wrong.

First off Margaret lied she said I wasn't there when mayra asked when I was. So she need to just stop with what she doing. If I'm just a friend why you bragging about me? Why you talk about me helping you and coming around you? Why you talk about how good I look? I'm just a friend remember, how that look you talking about me but I'm just yo co worker we ain't friend s but we co worker yet u talk about me as if we r friends.

SMh crazy she say I'm her friend but yet she talked about me all day to her friend. her friend told me that, she wanted to know why I hang out with her friend that told me about her like she said IS HE THERE? WHY HE WITH YOU? like if she jealous, she even came to my job and her friend said the girl was like o there he is let's not go that way I don't want him to see me but in a nervous voice.

she invited suggested to her friend that her friend invite me to a bonfire. its crazy because I'm just a friend but she stills wants to know what I like about her and shud still goes on n on about it like she won't let it go that I'm just her friend.

Like if I am just a friend why care about what I like about you or better yet she said she wanted to know what I like about her so she can stop making me like her. Like if she stop doing what I like about her she won't have a personality hahaha.

Even yesterday long auntie I ain't talk to her not once yesterday. We get out at 11 you know I left real quick. I punch out n walk out the back. She behind me. I knew she was but remember she wanted to make me stop liking her so I was only giving her a better chance to do that by leaving fast. Just know she like Cornell wait on me. Hmmmm what happen to all that u just a friend I wanna make u not like me? Anyways I walk her outside n I'm thinking she was gone just leave like usual or maybe talk a bit. We talked a bit alright. We talked for a hour again!

Actually almost a hour n twenty minutes. Like I'm just a friend though friends talk this long? hahaha its crazy. She even try to put me on blast by saying she knows I like her Talking about everyone says I do like the whole store know. Thing is I don't Want her to know I like her. I haven't even showed her liking her I'm just being nice. So what she thinks is me liking her is then she wrong. Anyways I don't want her to know I like til I know she really likes me and wants to be with me.

All I wanted to know was was I right about her liking me and that she wasn't just being nice. So I felt there was no need to tell her yeah I do like her because like i said I don't want her to know. So I like played it off real smooth by saying well you can't believe everything you hear like just because someone says something doesn't mean its true.

I'm like Im just being nice to you. Like I can't be nice? She like yeah but I'm staying everyone said you do. I'm just like well you can believe them if you want ya know o well. Like I ain't about to tell u how I feel if I'm just a friend. Shouldn't matter n she shouldn't even tried to put me the spot n make me confess it hahaha But it was a very good conversation we left because I was tired n she had to go eventually so I cut the convo off. Yeah she showed she liked me without saying n I got my answer I was right she did like u me, u were right she did. Thank your. Now only if she really likes me then I can tell her how I feel n hopefully get with her Well, somethings have changed with me n mayra. Okay a couple days later after me and her talked for a hour I talked to her friend Margret that morning told me this ,no i think she not being honest with herself her and i were talking bout somthing and she kinda open up and i seen she unsure of her life choice and told me just like other girls that the biggest problem with u is u like every girl u see but i didnt see that i still dont even though u let me know whats up and i tol miyra i dont see him doing that. Then later that night mayra went over there and told Margret she ain't like me and Margret texted me and said mayra doesn't like you. I was just like ok. The next day Margret like mayra said if her bf downy change his ways shes gonna break up with him. You ask me that's odd. She still hasn't really talked to because she switched departments but she has this trick she does, well use to do. Okay if she doesn't see me none the whole day or talk to me before she gets out she will call me to give me her work phone when.she can easily give it to someone else or cut it off but gives it to me as a excuse to see me or talk to me before she go and about two weeks ago her last day I. my department she tried it but I was on break and I seen.her once I got back she was upset a biti aint answer her call. She tried to talk to me but I was busy. she walked up magically directly In the asile I wasilike it odd she knew exactly where I was becauseshe came right there and smiled and said hi instantly. Like a couple days ago I seen her at the mall. She was headed to the store I was leaving from coming from my right but I was going straight ahead and didn't see her but my friend was behind me and asked if I wanted to go to anymore stores and once I turned around she walked past the store I just left and I stopped and was in shock to see her and she was walking really fast like she even gripped her mom arm as I was from a distance telling my friend that was her. Like there about a 8 out of 10 chance she seen me but I don't for sure. This what I was thinking about saying I mean I can say hey mayra, what u do this week, hows fam, you n moms coo still? Yall hang out. The mall? Word what day, i was there that day, what u have on I think I saw u. Chillllllllllllll that was u hahaha I should have said sunin to c if it was u hahaha but I didnt. That's everything and like I said before I'm really sorry for how I write this. Hope you respond.""

oh yeah like I suck when it comes to girls that's why I missed all those opportunities, like I am really bad with them that's why I ain't picking up on her moves.

she use to touch me but now she don't.

whenever we talk she stands close to once the conversation gets going.

she laughs a lot and smiles a lot once are conversation gets going. I mean I like your idea and all, but if that's the case I can say instead of kissing her, the day we talked in the parking lot I wanted to stand close to her, and before we left I wanted to hug her. what do you think if I said that night we talked for a hour I would have hugged you but didn't know if you were comfortable with it or not so I didn't?

I mean I really wanted to get close or not but I didn't know if she wanted that.

I guess that's why guys have to make the first move huh?

liked yesterday she walked in a aisle n when I looked her way she smiled but I dunno if it was for me because she came out the back room were someone she knows just entered.

like I think I just need to talk to her about catching up because she switched departments at work and te her how I am moving again and once she gets into it I can say yeah like remember how we was in the parking lot talking about my room mate last time something happen and now im moving. once that conversation is over can say also that day in the parking lot when the convo was over i would have hugged you but i dont know if you would let me becasue i was thinking it would have been noce to hug because we had such a good conversation. do you think she likes me or am I just a friend? like think I still got a chance if she do like me?

what else?

yeah its all messages put together,like that's the only way I had it saved. I was getting others opinions to see if they matched my own.

I'm sorry I should have been more clear. I wanted to know more advice.

I dunno if you ever finished reading but if its not in the story I'll tell you now. the day after her friend told me I didn't like her, to margtets house. we was discussing stuff about Mayra, and she told me that Mayra said if her bf.don't change his ways she gonne break up with him.

now I know that's a good sign for me but at the same its not. only reason so say that is because one day before she said she ain't like me, but I believe I still might have a chance. just gotta spark a conversation. thanks for trynna me with her. to me you wanna help because she see what I'm missing out on and wanna help me realize it before its to late and I thank you.

cornelljdav wrote:

yeah its all messages put together,like that's the only way I had it saved. I was getting others opinions to see if they matched my own.

Well, I think krumple is the only person willing to wade through that mess.

I suggest you rewrite it all out into something more concise, taking up about 10-20% of what you've built up layer by layer.

I got about 5 lines into it and gave up, so have no idea what's going on, and I doubt many others do either.

also I treated her as a friend and she thought I really liked her,while she was right,she also was wrong.because I didn't really do hardly anything I normally do.when I like someone to her. now sense I wanna be more than I plan on actually showing her I like her sense she likes me. her body language showed me she likes me a lot. so I got a signal to go I just gotta find a opportunity.

you say its good im being considerate of her situation but I don't know the full thing. now that is true,.but what she had done is all true, she just don't ever talk about her boyfriend, never introduce me to him or brag.

as for before she said she ain't like me, she use to always talk about me to Margaret,brag about me, want me by her side,she use to be sp.happy I helped her,and now her reason to not like me is because she thinks I like other girls.

so to me she had feelings just confused. she still has to have feelings for me if her reason to not like me is because she thinks I like other girls. all I do is befriend girls and talk about Mayra. I wanna let her know how much I like her someday. hopefully shs likes me just as or more