Thank you very much, everyone, for your replies (and "hi" to you all.
). They've been helpful. Even though my problem isn't "figured out," it gives me some comfort that other people understand.
@sozobe,
I've had zero sexual experience. I mean, every time I've had a crush, I would "fantasize" about just hanging out with them and...well, being happy. I wouldn't think about sex. I realized that recently and (reluctantly) tried to imagine what it would be like, but it felt very weird. I think that's because they're still my friends, and I don't like to think of them that way now.
I have thought that it might be the "norms" of relationships that I've heard that make me imagine being with a girl. I suppose that could be it. It's hard to tell, though. I really try to imagine what it would be like with a guy, and it just doesn't make me as happy. Of course, that's just imagining it, it's not the real thing.
@chai2,
Thank you, that makes me feel a little better. Sometimes I feel like, because I'm more attracted to the male physique, that it means I have to be gay and that being with a woman wouldn't be "right" for me, or fair for her. Though I have heard of some girls who are definitely straight, but prefer the female body. Of course, I can understand that. I can definitely see WHY anyone would think the female body is generally more beautiful. And it's not that I dislike the female body, It just doesn't do as much for me as the male body does.
@shewolfnm,
I don't really think I feel like having sex with...anyone. I'm just not very interested in it right now, but I think that when I'm older, I'll feel more comfortable to consider it.
Thank you all, again. If you have any more advice, I'd really appreciate it.