@23Flotsofquestions,
I think someone or something has given you an impression that female masturbation is "naughty." I think it's very healthy. Sex is great, too, but sometimes an acceptable, willing partner isn't on hand...hah...but hand is always there. Also, some really stupendous sex toys that snap, crackle, and POP, baby are for sale at your fingertips
. Google sex toys for women. I think frequent orgasms clear your mind and improve your mood. Go for it, chickie! (btw anti-depressants can severely curb you libido, so what you are experiencing now is more your normal setpoint of desire.)