@dyslexia,
dyslexia wrote:
they also started me on 20 mg Presnisone 1 x daily, which my reg doc wouldn't give me saying it was too "dangerous"
20mg/day prednisone is a high dose to start with if you have not taken steroids before - however, the hospice care staff will have taken the overall picture and your wishes into their determination of what dosage to commence with
I do hope they will monitor youregularly due to the side effects that the above dose can cause
Often steroid infusions can make a difference too if the particular need arises.
Obviously, our symptoms are very different so my experiences are not comparable at all.
The morphine I.V. in my experience kicks in immediately - leaving me a fuzzy world of "thank goodness for that" (or words to that effect, add and eff or two) but 10 mins in would mean "pass the bucket" rapidly followed by antiemetics jabbed in the thigh.
Oral morphine is far different and will not have the immediate desired effect - but it is something that needs to be managed carefully to ensure that the fuzzy world is not taking away your reality. When the time is right for the fuzzy world to arrive - you will need to make a decision then.
Lorazepaem is not a med I have taken, but one I have administered in a worst case scenario. I'm not sure of how long the effects last for - but as I take zopilcone nightly - I do know that meds such as these stay in the system throughout the day too - put in the mix with morphine (to ease pain), steroids to control the inflammation/breathing etc - I would imagine that they do not wish to increase anything too quickly without monitoring it over a number of days/weeks.
A mix of meds will eventually put the levels of pain and ability to function for weeks, months, possibly much longer - into a workable regime for you.
I can only imagine right now how much you wish to have some "steady" now that you are receiving palliative care - I wish that for you too ...
'patient' as a patient is terribly difficult to "be"
it's good that you are able to let us know how you are feeling
i hope it is useful for you to do... and for Lady Diane also... to know that we're as 'here' as we can be for you both.
((Albaquirks))
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