@dyslexia,
dyslexia wrote:
I seem to be fixated of the "guilt for dying" thing today but as I think more about it there really does seem to be some thinking that allowing oneself to die is a moral weakness which equates to "suffering is a positive sign of strength" perhaps I'm reacting to the nasty wind blowing today, that always seems to get me down.
I am very intrigued by that.
I suppose because I have never really thought of such a thing.....of dying as a moral weakness, and goodness entailing fighting to the last gasp.
I can see that for a parent with vulnerable children. And, of course, when you are deeply loved, it is hard to leave people behind...but, I dunno, I guess I am so used to death and its capriciousness and inevitability that I had never considered a moral angle to accepting it.
In fact, I find that whole metaphor of fighting cancer, for instance, a strange one.
I am reflecting on the suffering thing as maybe coming from deeply embedded christian culture ? I mean the sort that is "bred in the bone", not in the brain?
I hope the wind changes, too.