You are contradicting yourself.
If you believe that abortion is a horrible thing i.e. the ending of a human life, why wouldn't you be willing to help people buy condoms? It takes $2 to prevent an abortion. If you really are against abortion, don't you think this is worth the price?
I am in the "safe, legal and rare" camp. I believe that spending money as a society to prevent unwanted pregnancies (which also prevents abortions) is will worth the cost.
If I believed that abortion was as really murder, I would be even more willing to spend money to prevent them.