Have you started by apologizing? Something like "I've always thought you were great and that maybe this trip was my chance to show you how I feel, but I really screwed up and it's clear you don't feel the same way and I hope we can be friends." You didn't tell us how bad a disaster this was, but it is possible that you can salvage something of the friendship and that might help you move forward.
I sent her an Email this evening. Maybe she will give me a reply tomorrow or the day after tomorrow. I don't know. I don't know what will happen to me. Pray!
Sigh. Does no one take their lumps face to face anymore? At least you didn't send a text. Of course if you are going the stalker route, maybe distance is best.
I sent her an Email this evening. Maybe she will give me a reply tomorrow or the day after tomorrow. I don't know. I don't know what will happen to me. Pray!
You'll no doubt get far more useful advice if you describe what actually took place. Right now; we don't know if simply leaned in for a kiss or literally tried to jump her bones... and there's a pretty huge difference.
