@lifeslove001,
I know the way you feel, I am 33 and I have never met or talked to my biological father. My mom and him hooked up at a party at Park Vista, ( she worked there, his mother worked there) anyways, I have always wanted to know him, there is so many things you wanna ask and do that I never got to do. My mother always told me a name, and for years I looked for that name,and hell come to find out that it was not even the right name she, wasn't saying it right so obviously I was not looking for the right person then come to find out that my mothers old boss lady was friends with my dads mother, anyways I talked to my biological grandmother a couple of times, and she told me she had not heard from my father in almost thirteen years, but she wanted to see pictures of me at that time I sent her some pictures of me and she told me I was spitting image of him.. Gave me his full name, ss number, and guess what all that information was lost when my car was stolen. Now, I know your thinking why? Dont you just call her and get the information again, well I would but My luck is that she passed away.. So, is this a sign; do I keep looking for him? I have a son that I want to have grand father.. IdK Just want my father to know I have looked for him for as long as I can remember...