lol. i seriously doubt it. i think they realize im not a good boyfriend, but im a generous lover. i dont know how to be a boyfriend. well, iono.
why would they pick me up, drop me off, buy me lunch, buy me dog food even when i insist on paying for it i just didnt want to carry it home so i asked if they could give me a ride?
if they can get laid so easy why come back?
it doesnt make sense.
oh, i mean it could be my lazy eye, eye contact is so crucial, yet so unattainable for me. sometimes, when i focus my eye straight i cant really see anything. i guess it can be embarrassing, and one reason i quit smoking weed period and drinking in public.
my x i was dating for a month i think is trying to be my girl again, but im not sure and im honestly scared to ask because shes the only girl who has ever satisfied me,(sexually and mentally, emotionally? i didnt have enough time to gauge that) and i dont want to risk pushing her away. and i dont have a real life yet. (i might even be in love with her, i just wont let myself admit it to myself) she loves robots, and video games, and shes artistic.
that was quite possible the stupidest thing ive ever said.