nimh wrote:i loved e btw. i mean, it was just the year or so. short sweet season. only reason i'm not doing any now (still got a dozen left in my cupboard - anyone want some e, just 4 bucks a piece? <winks>) is cause i dont know anyone who still uses it anymore, and i was done with going out on my own quickly enough. even on e i'm not the type to just start random endless conversations with strangers. i miss the dancing, too, tho - the whole thing. <nods - sad>.
I hear you there, nimh. I had a couple of years of munching the little fella's on a weekly basis. The novelty wore off after a while, and my tolerance was rising too much as well. I got sick of the come-downs as well. We'd normally leave the club about 2:30 (local hours suck) then play pool for a few hours, and head back for massive weed session till dawn. Smoking joints like cigarettes. I wouldn't go back to that lifestyle now, but don't regret doing it at the time.
It's a strange thing but I now have trouble enjoying dancing 'straight', probably caused by many nights dancing on pills. Without the pills it just doesn't seem the same. Sometimes though when I've had just the right amount of vodka & Red Bull, and the music is right, I can 'imagine' myself on pills, and get the rush - hair on neck standing up, scalp tingling, and most of all a
need to dance. A kind of pseudo-buzz. Which is cool. In the right settings I can remember myself into a mild LSD trip as well, after doing quite a few when younger.
