OGIONIK wrote:yay for things beyond my control that decide my future, lol.
If it wasn't for things beyond my control, I'd most likely be dead.
Being in control of everything is your life is vastly overrated. When you let go of some of that control, who knows what wonderful things may come your way?
As far as work....sign up with some temp agencies, sign up with some day labor places....take whatever assignments you're given, shut your pie hole, do the work without bitching, and collect your pay.
As far as college, maybe you belong there, maybe you don't.
Perhaps you'd be happier learning a skill, and perhaps you'd make more money doing that.
If everyone went to college and got a white collar professional position, we'd be in a hell of a mess when our plumbing blows up or all the electricity on the street goes out.