Re: Are people really victim when it comes to beign raped?
nimh wrote:Heeven wrote:In the case of sexual intimacy, BOTH parties should want it.
Hasnt any of you ever 'gone along' with sex with your partner even tho you didnt really feel like it - but just cos it was clear (s)he really wanted it, meant a lot to him/her, and you didnt want to make him/her feel bad - so you went along for his/her sake?
I have.
Huh, just kinda reading hear and there in this thread, and NIMH caught my eye (NIMH always catches my eye)
ahem. Anyway...for what he said above....oh hell yes I've had that happen.
I've had it happen with someone I cared about deeply, because I know they would enjoy it, and that in return, gives me pleasure.
I've also had sex with men who weren't what I'd call my partner (in the sense we weren't in any real relationship).
Why?
Damn, for whatever reason seemed to make perfect sense at that time. This one guy I knew, nice guy, all that...just wouldn't go home one night, even though I was dog tired and had to get up early. Wasn't being dangerous or anything, just...wasn't going home. Ya'll know me, I was dropping subtle hints like "Go home. I'm tired".
Finally, I said "if we ----, will you go home?
Him: Yeah.
So, we did, and he did, and I finally got some sleep. Did I have sex with him willingly....hell no...but I didn't feel raped.
I've also had sex with men that I wasn't turned on by, because I new in my gut if I started to refuse, it would turn ugly, and it would have been a "classic" rape.
So, having a strong adversion to being hurt, I took the lesser of two evils and just had sex. I can distinctly remember thinking and knowing that I wouldn't be seeing THAT person again, and good riddance.
That sure wasn't willing sex. I didn't want to have sex at all with the person,...not...at....all. Was it rape? Is it only rape if you're slapped around first? I didn't feel raped mentally, I felt like I was doing the most self preserving thing.
Would I fight in other situations? Well, you know I would. I listen to my gut, and if I had thought that I'd have been harmed afterwards, well....you know what? Depending on the situation, I very well still would have had sex, all the while looking around for a sharp object or blunt instrument to use when his guard was down, or waitng for a chance to chomp down when he least expected it.
Sometimes a stratigic retreat doesn't mean you've lost the battle, it means you're around to fight another day.