The downfall of America's society... what is the cause?
hephzibah wrote:Me too echi. There was a certain innocence about that time of our lives. I miss it too sometimes.
Hephzibah, I refuse to lose my inner innocence. Even though I've been around quite a bit, I've never lost the inner "me". I made a promise to myself early on, that I would never allow it to happen, no matter how much hardship and heartache happened. It was a CONSCIOUS, determined decision.
I have to admit there were times that the world almost zapped it down. It was hanging by a very worn and thin thread. But at what seemed to be at my lowest point, I pulled myself up, mustered all the inner strenth I could, and carefully wove that string with other strings, until I had a strong cloth of inner support, again. It took about 10 years to do it, and I'm almost back as my true self, again. Give me about 4-6 more months, and I will be.
I refuse to let negativity steal my soul.