I'm the worst wife ever.

I am convinced that I am the worst wife ever. My husband hates me. I'm fat, ugly, selfish, annoying, needy and all around just a terrible wife. He wants nothing to do with me. He is not sexually attracted to me, I know he's not but I can't find the motivation to change so that he will be. My depression has really been kicking my butt lately, but when I cry I have to cry alone on the bathroom floor because I don't want to bother him. At this point I'm nothing but a burden to him. I honestly would make his life so much better if I just wasn't alive anymore. We don't spend any time together anymore, but I don't blame him, I barely want to even spend time with myself. All I want is his happiness but I know that as long as I'm around he won't be happy anymore. I can't cook, what man wants a woman who can't cook? I'm a terrible parent, my daughter is disrespectful and a spoiled brat and it's all my fault. Even if I ask him what's wrong when I can tell something is wrong he won't open up to me. I just think that I would make his life so much better if I didn't exist.