Grand Duke wrote:BorisKitten wrote:If it's any comfort, Grand Duke, I'm a fellow Underachiever.
I was once an Information Systems Specialist, with years of Corporate work experience, making loads of money. Now I work part-time at whatever, usually secretarial work since there's more of that around.
My husband's the same way. He was once a Captain in the Air Force, supervising 200 people who repaired B-1 Bombers. Now he's fixing lawnmowers part-time.
We're both happier now (in our 40's) being poor, working less, and just barely scraping by financially.
Just because you CAN make a lot of money in a Respectable Profession, doesn't mean you HAVE TO. Can you forgive yourself for not wanting that?
Can I ask what made you and your husband decide to make those changes, BorisKitten? Were they self-imposed for reasons of quality of life, or was there another reason? Apologies if it sounds like I'm prying, but I'm just trying to get a handle on how and why other people have made significant life changes. And thank you for your post. I'm pleased to find another Underachiever, even if your reasons are genuine and mine are through laziness. You seem to be Underacheiving through choice. I have been doing it mostly subconsciously.
Well, we're all lazy to some extent, GD. I think it's a matter of how we manifest our laziness that makes us happy or unhappy about it.
DH & I have agreed to "controlled laziness," that is, spending less time working and more time doing things we find more pleasant, because material things are not all that important to either of us.
There's a lot more to it, and some very long stories here... in my case I was severely abused as a child, lost a sister when I was 17 (she was 19) to a drunk driver; then another sister committed suicide when I was 31 (she was 36). For me, this helped me realize we only have this one life, and if we're not happy with the way it's going, we'd better change it before we die, which could be any day now.
When I married 8 years ago, we both realized we could work less since we were splitting the bills, and did not want children. We wanted to move to the country and live a quieter life, so we did. Once you have children, I think many of these doors close, or become much harder to open, since you have additional responsibilities and need more money just to get by.
We drove up & down the coast of Florida, and picked the prettiest place we could find, with affordable housing. We bought 3 acres with a trailer for $39,000... our mortgage is $307 monthly. We live cheap, have crappy vehicles, buy all our stuff at thrift stores, and are happier than we've ever been before.
Lots of people think having a nice house, car, job, or gizmo will make them happy. I realized early on that none of these things made me happy at all, even though I owned my own home before marrying. I wanted time to read, embroider, be in nature, crochet, learn, create, contemplate, all that stuff I had no time to do while working full-time (for 17 years). I had to buy this time with fewer work hours, equating to smaller pay and a cheaper lifestyle.
Both DH & I are smart enough to follow any career we could want, but we don't want careers, we want happiness, and a career is not the way (for us) to get there.
I always felt a lot of pressure to achieve to the limits of my abilities, and for many years I did achieve, because I felt obligated to use my talents/abilities. But achievements did not bring me happiness. I tried to achieve (have a high-powered career) because I felt my intelligence and abilities obligated me to do so. In summary, they don't. People don't have to achieve just because they Can.
We are obligated to pay the rent, to support oursleves somehow so we're not a burden to others. Beyond that, our obligations are to ourselves, to give ourselves the happiness we want, and that's true for everyone.
Geez did I answer any of your questions here?